So much lost

 that I'll never get back

 so many wishes

 that I never did have.

 So many tears Ive cried in my sleep

 while for so many years

 youve lied next to me.

 So much time wasted

 to try fixing inside

 the things I cant change

 that live on in my mind.

 The dreams that are shattered

 the scars that still bleed

 the emptiness in me

 and the hate that I breed.

 Ive wasted so much

 and I fail just to see

 that I can not change

 what just has to be.