First of all, don't put too much weight into a diagnosis. These days, it's not uncommon for a doctor to jump to a conclusion that includes a diagnosis and a bunch of medication. I've been there. I was personally prescribed Paxil at about 14 years old. I suffered with extreme panic attacks...until I escaped my tumoltuous environment. You see, it wasn't' because of some imbalance in my brain, which may or may not be there; it was because I was living in an awful environment, with awful people who were in control of me and every facet of my life. I left that house, and quit my medication. That was more than 12 years ago, and I have never looked back. Take responsibility for your life, your actions, and your environment. Only then can you live a happy life, free of drugs and the weight of a diagnosis like this. It's absurd to throw away an entire emotion, such as sadness. If you are unhappy, you are better off facing your issues than looking for happiness in a prescription. Just LIVE.