I am a 23 years old married girl.I am a straight girl but now i accept that i had an affair after my marriage with a 45 yeras old married man  who is in business and live another city and honestly saying i don't think it was bad but it really makes me feel nice.

Why it happens?

Hum there can be many excuse i can give to myself but the truth is that i likes it and it gave me excitement like that i never felt before .when i first meet that person on chat he was like just other men and i were not specially interested in him.after chatting a few times we decide to meet to become real life friends.

We talked on phone for few times before meeting and then we decide to meet at a restaurant on Saturday evening he is not from my city he come to my city just to meet me.

I reached their at fix time i were in a blue saree he met me their waiting for me he met with me with confidence and a sweet smile.i felt he is really a gentelman.

we sit there and talked nearly 2 hours then it was time to go to home for me.he gave me his hotel room no and said he can drop me towards my house in his car i accepted that.

When going back towards my house he took me through a long way so he can spend more time with me.He also offered that we can sea any good film tomorrow evening and i can go back after the dinner.

i love watching films and also i liked the man so i said why not.

 during the film we hold hands and also talked we were getting comfortable with each other.First of all he kissed on my hand and i really liked it.After the intervell when the film was going to end he just asked me to kiss actually i were liking him and i didnt said anything .He hold my head and kissed me softely i really felt nice so i closed my eyes.We kissed each others nearly 10-15 min .

After the film we gone to a restorent for dinner.Then he suggested for a small drive and we gone for that while driveing we talked more. that was really nice experiance.Then he dropped me near my home and gone to hotel.

Actually i were never thought before to get physical with another person els eof hubby but he was becoming special next day when he took me to his room i were underestending that something will be done.

We were talkign nearly one hour sitting on the bed then he came near to me hold me and kissed me softely like he has right for that.i were really liked his way but there was something who was saying its not right.so i said no to him.

He get shocked and asked what happen.i said i am not comfortable.

he just asked me did i love him? i were not sure but i liked him so i said "ya i do" .then he just convinced me in next few minutes and we make intercourse first time.

we done it for 3 times that day.After that he comes once atleast every month and we make sex till when he is with me.Nobody else know about yet till yet .But there is still a problem.First time we used condom as precaution but after few times he makes me ready to not to use condom he said i should use ipills.but now he wants me to become mother of his child.i am afriad that if it happens it can make me in a big prob what to do?

 One of my good friend send me this problem she has been asked about should he become the mother of the child of that man?

this is the problem for her but i think the main problem is that she is haveing an extera maritial affair.personally i feel its not good but what other peoples think about it let me tell so i can help my friend.