Quiet fury, silent hatred! My mind suffers in silence as I secretly despise the very world I live in. The rage swells up inside me sometimes threatening to spill out into the open for everyone I love to see. For those who don't know me to judge me, giving them fodder for their little whispering sessions! Fueling the dislike for me that already started before they ever knew me.

    My psyche laid bare for the world to see I find myself vulnerable to any predator that might happen along and feel the need to drink the life's blood from the exposed wound. This is why I must hide it in the darkest shadows of myself, in a place few are willing to go. Outside I smile and play the amiable host. It is a very different atmosphere on the inside. I can say that there are limited spaces inside my blackening heart for love, it is a delicacy I seldom get to taste. It isn't that I am incapable of love, it is simply that love can be as dangerous as it is beautiful and to love someone you must be willing to give up forever a tiny piece of your very essence. There are very few worthy of such sacrifice.

    Such beliefs have imprisoned me inside myself, and I have been here so long I have forgotten the path back to that place where the world held wonder and beauty, innocence is a thing of the past.and I fear that I may never know anything more than the darkness and fury that has become a part of me.

     Alright! Saw the movie, it was pretty damned funny! I was not disappointed at all. Woody Harrelson was awesome in this movie. Been awhile since I could say that and mean it. I give it 4 stars. That's pretty good considering I don't like most of the movies that have come out lately.

     Philip Defranco is one of my favorites on youtube. He's funny, and he says exactly what he thinks. Check him out if you don't already know who he is.

   A few years ago there was a television show on called John doe, that I thought was an incredibly good show. I just read a hub about canceled fox shows and it reminded of how pissed off I still am to this day that this show was canceled. Not only did they cancel it, but they waited until the season end cliffhanger to do so. Now I don't claim to know why the TV exec's decided to do this, but I can tell you that it was a very unkind thing to do. I would love for them to at least make an ending to this show and air it as a 2 hour movie or something. Yeah I know this article seems a bit random and out of place, but hey that's me. Random and out of place!

I want to start off this hubpage by bringing you a sample of a kid I saw on youtube. This kid is amazingly talented. There is a sample of one of his original songs in the video to the right. Check him out. If you like him go to youtube and subscribe to this guy.

Once again here is another guy from You tube you should watch for in the future. His Name is L'Debois and all I can say is this guy should be on MTV. Being a father of 5 kids all of whom are addicted to Music and videos I get the pleasure of watching MTV in the mornings 5 days a week for at least 2 hours a day and I have to tell you, Some of the people who have singing contracts whose videos are played all the time, makes me look at my kids and go, " WTFrig?" Then I look around and I find people like L'Debois who are not on MTV and it makes me wonder if Singing ability even matters anymore. Maybe we are so interested in being different that we have started overlooking real talent to showcase the strange and unusual. Just my opinion I could be wrong, but I doubt it.