I've had an incredible week! Because I'm committed to, and only focusing on prosperity these days, I've had the experience that my life is incredible.

I went on an audition and nailed it. Got a callback and learned a lesson I may never have learned otherwise as I wasn't taking my acting seriously and I was walking away from it. I had no idea what it means to be an actor until this call back. It's tough! I've gained a whole new level of respect for actors and am now excited about acting!

I also got to get excited about myself. I've been putting a lot of time into my script, among other things... and I've noticed the resistance wanting to take over. It was great the first few days. But to keep this going consistently has taken some real effort. My resistance wants me to fall asleep, it wants me to get up to eat often, it wants me to send random texts all day, and it even pretends that I have writers block at times. I have to keep noticing these things and not believing them. Not giving into them.

I just pushed through a writer's block a few days ago and I blew my mind... the ending that wasn't clear in my movie before, is now crystal clear and it moved me to tears when I saw what I came up with. I got really excited to be me in that moment... I've never been excited to be me. I've been thrilled about life- about things I've done, I've fallen in love with myself and who I've become... but I've never experienced being excited about me. Not like this.

So, I've decided to do the master cleanse again. I see what I've done to myself and I want nothing to do with junk. I eat horribly again after gaining weight for research. I've acquired a lot of new pains in my body, along with depression, fatigue and I seem to be aging faster. Plus, I'm not losing weight. I started today and I end... when I end. Minimum 10 days. I'm so excited about this!! About life!!! About being ME!!!