Looking back over time

now

so much time wasted

that Ill never get back

so much gone and I cant replace it.

Missed being a kid

so worried about the world

all of it out to get me

and I ran as fast as I could.

An angel just stopped me

right there in my tracks

she saved my whole life

as a matter of fact.

Still a child with one

still lost and scared of me

maybe I would have made it

if I could only see.

Sat to struggle and struggle

to watch the years go by in just a blink

the whole time thinking its all wrong

when really, its always only me.

Only me alone and broken

only me to just move on

only I could be that stupid

to just keep going right along.