To Whom It May Concern:

Picture this; a little girl at the age of 14 by the name of Hera, with the sweetest smile, porcelain doll face and the figure of a 19 year old model. Hera was endowed with the finest possessions money could buy to fulfill her every desire. A perfectly painted portrait lays there before you will the world in her palms yet...her every desires weren't fulfilled.

Although she was the girl that anyone would kill to be and a life people could only dream of she was too far away from being anything along the lines of perfect. But Hera knew that she had to be the perfect cover to the scorn pages of her life.

As she looks into the mirror examining her reflection, wondering why it was so hard to just be as simple and silent as her reflection. She liked what she seen; no pain, no hurt and no story of a child dieing from within...she seen what she wanted to be, she was able to dream.

She knew she wasn't like other kids her age, she knew that in everyone's eyes she was very lucky to live a lavishing life. But, she just wanted everyone to understand that they were the lucky ones. To have a life containing a "family" and "normal" problems. No-one knew she that she was suffering still from the death of her Mother, which is still a mystery, and an over protective Father that finds his pleasures in lust with girls not too much older than herself. These events were just the beginning of her down spiral.

Every night just as she's getting ready for bed she hears her father coming in with yet again another "victim" to ease his needs of young flesh for the night. Disgusted with the moans and groans of her peers she often leaves for a walk to avoid the thought of what was going on down the hall for her bedroom.

But, there was this one night, something about it was different about it. It started off normal, she went to school, came home did her homework, made herself dinner and got ready for bed. Of course her Father did the usual by bringing a new girl home at about the same time as always. This time Hera's curiosity took over, she wanted to see who it was he brought home this time. As she glanced out the crack of her door slowly stepping out...she paused...her eyes began to weep, her heart began to beat in her throat...at that time she wished she never wondered who her father's desire was this night, she wished she didn't come out of her room, she wished she didn't see her only friend, who knew her inside and out, standing there in her father's arms topless and hypnotized by his intoxicating cologne.

Hera stood there in disbelief and pain.

You could ask anyone that knew Hera, who her best friend was and they would answer Lex. They were insepirable, they knew each other inside and out, going back to as far as they could remember they were always friends.

Now, all Hera could think of was, "What do I do?" She turned back around into her room she leaned up against her door and just cried, all she could do was cry she could hardly breathe. Nothing at that moment could express how she felt, the betrayal, the pain, the embarrassment. She knew her so called best friend and her father could hear her cries and yet no-one came. The question that came to her mind was "What is Lex thinking...how could she sleep with my Father knowing all of my situations...she knew so why?!"

No sleep. There was no way she would sleep after the one person who stood by her side through everything had just betrayed her. Then there it was, the creek of her father's door closing and his mistress leaving. Hera got up, wiped her face clean and went to confront her friend. Lex was out the door by the time Hera got to the stair case. So she just stood there and stared are the back of the closed door. With nothing left but the feeling of emptiness.

Hera hadn't attended school for almost a week now. She knew her father wouldn't notice if she was leaving for school or not. Hera's phone would ring constantly but she would never answer it knowing it would be Lex. Lex would leave messages asking why she wasn't talking to her and what did she do to deserve the silent treatment. It would only hurt Hera even more to hear her act so nonchalant about it and try to make up endless excuses.

Now all Hera can do is wonder if there are any other girls that she knows that come creeping into the house at night. So she checks every night to see who was the pick of the night. No friends or Lex lately. Hera finally figured it's about time to go back to school and catch up on what she's missed.

As soon as she gets into her first class the teacher walked out for a bathroom break so Lex taps her and asks her what's her deal and why she hasn't been at school or talking to her. Hera just ignored her. Then another tap came...this time Lex demanded that she told her where she's been and she tried to explain that she was worried about her...then Hera abruptly cut her off, "Where have I been...you were worried...why am I not talking to you ARE YOU SERIOUS?!" Lex just sat there jaw dropped, panting in shock that silent little Hera was screaming at her. Lex tried to calm her down, "Hera...please! Please just calm down just talk to me..." Lex started to cry, "I don't know why you're so angry with me..." again Hera cut her off screaming, " FUCK YOU! You're a slut, a whore and fucking cunt I HATE YOU! You know what you did don't act so innocent, because we all know you weren't acting so innocent when you were in my house screwing my Dad!"

The classroom went dead silent. All eyes focusing directly on Lex and Hera. Lex sitting there in awe about what just happened, you could almost see her heart beating out of her chest. Hera sat back down and turned around...Lex looking down finally finding the ability to talk stammered, "I...I...I don't know what you're talking about HERA! DON'T YOU LIE ABOUT ME LIKE THAT!" Hera with a smirk on her face turned around and said, "Lex it's too late to try that game. I seen you there half naked making out with my Dad so how could I be lying? I was standing there right in front of you both. Don't try covering it up now because clearly you were perfectly fine then." Lex, now crying, blurted out, "YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS BECAUSE DADDY DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU! YOU'RE JUST MAD BECAUSE YOU WERE WISHING YOU WERE ME FOR ONCE. I got his attention, the attention you NEVER get from him!"

Dead silence again. The only thing you could hear were the deep breathing from the girls and silent gasps from the class. Hera then got up and looked down at Lex and murmured, "one day you're going to regret this...you're name will be written all over it." Lex dazed in confusion just turned away. As the teacher walked back in Hera pushed her out of her way as she walked out the door. The teacher looks at Lex and asks what happened, all Lex can do is just shake her head.

Hera walked home crying her eyes out once again feeling the shame of know what Lex said was true. She did want that attention, not sexually but just knowing that she was the person her father wanted to spend time with. Never with her, he'd rather have some random girl off the streets. As she walked in crying she was surprised that her father acknowledged the fact that she wasn't supposed to be home. "Hera...why are you not in school" her father asked. Hera stopped in place and sternly said, "Dad, it's because you slept with my ONLY best friend and I seen you two so me and her got into a fight...ok? Does that answer your question or is there more?" He stood there embarrassed that his 14 year old daughter just completely threw out any respect for him by answering one question. As she started to walk away he got in front of her, "You do not disrespect me that way and you do not spy on me and my personal life!!" Hera looking at him in disbelief, "...what I do in my room is my business NOT YOURS and if she was really your friend she wouldn't be slutting around the house now would she??" Hera crying again just looked at him staring in his big blue eyes trying to figure out what she did in order for him to hate her so much, to do such things to her. He then pushed her onto the couch behind her then he got right in her face whispering in her ear, "do you know that I pick my evening snacks from local high school events? Your little friend just happened to be coming on to me that night, with her tight little school outfit dancing around me cheering on the football team. She was the one that asked me to take her home so I did with no intension of bringing her to our home. Then she was the one that asked me to stop the car so she could piss. Then you're little whore friend started unbuttoning her blouse just enough to show me her cleavage, she was running her hands up and down her breasts teasing me and slowly working one of her hands up her own skirt playing with herself..." Hera screamed "PLEASE STOP IT I DON'T CARE STOP!!!!!!" "SHUT UP and listen to me. I hadn't touched her yet she was doing it all for me. She leaned over to me whispering in my ear all the things she wanted me to do to her while she was moaning and biting my ear and licking my neck. I'm a man you know I can't pass up a prime opportunity like this. I started driving again and she said ‘I want to go home with you tonight' while unbuttoning the rest of her blouse and tossing it and unsnapping her bra to show me those voluptuous breast and aching nipples. How could I deny the little bitch from what she wanted when it was so willing. She then was rubbing her breasts with one hand and playing with herself with the other. When we pulled up she then unbuckled my pants and sucked me off like a little baby on a bottle. We finally made it upstairs with her all over me just taking all control. I screwed her little brains out! That's one piece I'll never forget!" Hera laying there just blank, tears just running down her face with nothing to say.

Her father then got up and walked away. At this point Hera got up and left to her room. She sat on her bed with the same blank stare from down stairs. With everything running through her mind. She sat there for a while, then finally she screamed. A scream to let everything out, a scream of relief, a scream of wanting to kill them both! ....continue later!