Well, to know me you have to understand me. It's obvious I love to write, but there is also other things I love. The other things I love are music, movies. some video games, very little tv, mainly stuff like viva la bam and supernatural things, I do watch tv with the kids too, swimming, dancing, and love. Yes, I just said I love love. I love the feeling of being in love. i feel blessed that I  am even capable of that feeling. Some people are not. Nobody I know, but I heard of some cases where people grow cold and numb unable to feel love. Which I find to be very sad. So, why do I love love so much even if there is a chance that love is not returned?
    Well, for those of you who know me know that my birthday is April 21st. Which falls under the earth sign Taurus. If anyone knows about the Zodiac and Wicca you would know that the Taurus is also the sign for love and romance under the planet Venus. As well as in greek mythology beiing related to the love goddess. This I found out my doing something with numberology. Not, to mention my lucky number, which is three, stands for always and forever. Just about everything I write has to do with love in some way shape or form.
    I give advice to my friends all of the time. Sometimes my guy friends get a little too comfortable with me and start talking about "guy stuff" like things a girl shouldn't have to hear. Sometimes, I have to remind them that I'm a girl.  TMI. I'm one of those girls who can act like one of the guys and turn around be a lady. Another words I can be kicking someone's butt at Mortal Komat one minute and the next minute be having a romantic dinner for two at a fancy resteraunt in a dress. Yes, I said a dress.
    Speaking of romance that brings me to what I want in a guy. First, I'll start off with what I don't want. I'm one of those girls that likes to go out a lot and be able to bring my kids places. Yes, I have two adoring children. I hate sitting at home except near the end of the night. I absolutly love to have a good time, joke around, and goof off. I don't like those stiff necked guys that you have to pratically beat to get a response from. Of course I like my guy to know when it's time to get serious as well. So, I do like a certain level of maturaity as well. I don't like perfectionist. I'm not perfect by far and I don't want to be told I'm not over and over again. It's annoying. I like guys with a bit of an edge to them, like musicians for example. I'm a sucker for male vocals. Except, I don't like coldness. I like a guy that show emotion. I mean all emotions love, romance, passion, anger, sadness, all of them. Kindness is always a plus. Definatly, not an abuser. But, I do want someone who isn't afraid to stick up for me should I need him to. Of course having tons of things in common is a definate plus. I like to be able to hang out with my man as well date him too.
    Now, what kind of girlfriend am I? I like to spoil the hell out of the guy I'm with. Meaning cook for him, help him out with anything he needs, buy gifts for him, treat him to things he likes, stuff like that. I'm very supportive for example if the guy I'm with likes football I'll actually sit down and watch the game with him or play football. I'm more of a music person, but hey. I'm a ver y romantic person and I do my fair share of romancing my man. I do love sex. I'm quite the nymphomaniac. But, it has to be filled with romance, passion, and some creativty never hurt for me to be kept interested. I'm not the type of girl who plays mind games. I like to be straight forward. I'm a very honest person. I hate arguing and fighting. It scares me because I was a victim of mental abuse and it makes me cry. I would do anything to avoid it even something I don't like to do. That's why I like guys that are kind of laid back too because I'm like that too. I would do anything and everything for the one I love and try my best to make things work. Most people underestimate me, but when it comes to love I'll steel the sun and moon for them.
    My dilema now. Love. Believe or not it's love. True love at that. I feel a lot of it. I mean if I was foutain I would be overflowing. I do have someone I'm in love with, except not with him. I would love to be, but he's confused.. So, what's a girl to do?
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