Some Poems About Love And Some About Life by:Nicholas wells

Wait One More For The Masses...

I am not a lyrical rhyme master

Or a master of kick ass poems

But when my mind begins to move faster

On the keyboard my lonely finger roams

It creates emotions in a unique form

They create a colorful splendor of words

They move through my mind like a worm

Until they are plucked up by hungry birds

These birds are known as rhythmic writing

And it is the way my soul can only speak

I can't stop them for in me they keep biting

And if I hold it in, in my body havoc they wreak

I cannot stop writing for it won't stop

It is an addiction that cannot curb

It is like a girl who loves to shop

It is my ever changing blurb

In my mind it is a revolution

As I keep writing the poems will bend

I call it wordtastic evolution

And hopefully it never sees an end

So Nick has yet written another terrible poem

But what can I say writing makes me feel at home.

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Where Is This Girl...

I want someone to hold

Someone to warm when cold

Someone to respect me

Someone to embrace my creativity

Someone with pretty eyes

And someone who knows how to tie ties

I want girl with a killer smile

And who has her own style

I want a girl with love for all

And doesn't mind I am tall

I want a girl who always laughs

A girl who doesn't live by graphs

She has to be as pretty inside than out

A girl whose love makes me want to shout

She doesn't have to be cute

And she can't be a mute

She looks at both of us as equal

And knows that we are just people

I want girl who is smart

A girl not afraid to fart

And she is never tart

She has to want to be close

And also hold hands

She must like toast

I want a girl who loves my favorite bands

Basically I want girl who loves me for me

She will tell me when I am wrong

I want a girl who in troubled times wont flee

And wont stand down, you know mentally strong

But mostly be my only want my only desire

Be herself and makes my life another level higher

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The Answer...

I feel held back

It is time to pack

Time to pick up some lost slack

Time for me to move

Time for a new groove

It took me time to realize

That I should open my eyes

Before my potential rots and dies

My brother told me I was unsatisfied

That my wants are being greatly denied

I should go for the gold

Instead of putting my life on hold

For all that will happen is my brain will begin to mold

He taught me that when brain works hard

It use creative info as sweat when perspiring

And I am nothing but retard

If I don't view it in my life as inspiring

To time to grab the horns of life

Time to walk the edge of the knife

For I shouldn't look at rejection as strife

Play the game and get dirty

Get out and be flirty

For I won't go anywhere without chance

And change will revive me and help me find my own dance

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My Perpetual Brain Fart...

I am lost.

I need a way.

No matter what cost.

Anytime any day.

Where do I go?

I really need to know?

What do I need to find?

Where is my answer?

In my mind?

I can't think straight.

Going on a downhill rate.

I know the answer is in my brain.

Trying to find it is driving me insane.

I am in a rut.

The mind is an open book...

Ha, mine seems to be shut.

It's all locked up can't find the keys

Someone come help me please.

Against the flow.

Making my own show.

I can't stand this societal flow.

Trying to make my own.

My own timeline.

Reap what I have sown.

But I can't deal with what's mine.

I know I am smart.

But I seem caught in a perpetual brain fart.

What I want I seem to lose.

No matter what I come to choose.

I am never happy with what I write.

It is like my brain and fingers are in a constant fight.

I am caught.

I am bought.

I can't even write down a complete thought.

Can you hear me?

Will you let me be?

Or try to help me see.

I need to find my function.

Where is my junction?

My junction in life.

All I am finding is strife.

But without loss.

There is no compassion.

But I am in a toss.

Where is my happiness ration?

Someday

Someway

I will find my golden ray.

The golden ray just for me

The ray that will open my eyes so I can see

But for now I will just be who I think I should be.

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Out of control...

Alcohol, nicotine

Nicotine, Cocaine

Cocaine, Alcohol

And everything in between

Abstract, abstract in my mind

Every drug, every drug, of every kind.

All these drugs in my brain

Causing me to go insane

I want to end my life

With a knife

I can't take much more strife

Where's my next tweak

Where's my next fix

I become very weak

With this lethal mix

I am becoming a bum

With tar stains on my thumb

Tracks up and down my arm

One more what's the harm

Memories grow older everyday

Missing more work missing more pay

Memories growing fuzzy very fast

I am about to forget my happy past

More and more every time

What's the hurt what's the crime

Life loses all meaning

Loses all rhyme

One more I can stop anytime.

I see a funeral from above

I feel free as a dove

I feel my lost sense of love

It is a welcome friend

What's coming around the bend?

I finally realize

I finally open my eyes

As I glide through the skies

That I hurt everyone

But now it's said and done

There my daughter sits with tears in her eyes

She put up with me leaving her with out a father

But she still cries

I am sorry that I lost control of my brain

But hopefully my story will keep someone else from going insane

Keep them from feeling the pain

And keep them out of the rain

Goodbye world my time has come

And come to think about it.

It wasn't that fun.

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Why the greatest question in the world...

Why do we all fall in love?

Why are we even here?

Is there a God above?

Why is heartbreak our greatest fear?

I don't think I have ever been in love.

At least until this moment.

I tried asking for help from above,

But some help has still yet to be sent.

Love is a real funny thing.

I cause some crazy stuff to happen.

Causes some people sing.

And sometimes the breakdown of full grown men.

But I will not give up on it.

At least not at this time.

For you have to write some shit.

To find the perfect rhyme

I thought I had it figured out but I guess I don't right now in life.

So some help would be nice so I don't have to face to much strife.

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I will still miss you...

If you want to go on,

I will let you go.

Even though you will be gone,

I will still go with life's flow.

I will still miss you.

But do what you want to do.

I will hold close through it all.

At least till I see your only downfall.

Thank you for letting me be me.

And letting me feel so free.

If it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be.

But if it was, we'll be together again you'll see.

So as our relationship moves further away,

Like the distant between us.

Maybe we are meant for some other day.

A day without this troublesome fuss.

So now all I can say with heart is I love you.

For right now that is all I seem to be able to do.

Live with love not fear...

In this world we all live with hate.

But we are to blame, for it's something we only create

What is wrong with us today?

I find it all kind of funny.

Why do we base everything off of money?

Well what do we have to say?

Am I the only one that is aware of this?

Do any of you even care that our lives are a miss?

Why do we seem to be focused on being trend setters?

Don't we know its love that makes our lives better?

Where in this world did we go wrong?

Waiting for this universal love is taking to long.

Why are we even here?

So everyone open your eyes and see,

That we should learn to embrace our destiny

So live with love not fear.

So what is wrong with us?

Well what do we all have to say?

So why are we all even here?

Oh I know. To love all and NOT live in fear.

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The music with in us...

Today we sit and jam away.

Trying to write our perfect song

For we are here to stay.

With music nothing seems to go wrong.

Here we are trying to create a funky beat.

While moving to the music, on down the street.

It's just my buddy Seth and Me.

Man music makes us feel so free.

So let us both share with you,

What makes us do what we like to do?

Like what fish are to the ocean.

Music is nothing with out emotion,

We've always dreamed of becoming rock stars.

But we would be content just playing in bars.

So let us both share with you.

What makes us do what we like to do?

Music seems to be our Destiny.

It has a way of making us feel free

We just want to share our creativity.

Because our love is music, it's not hard to see.

So just let your mind soak in our beat.

For music is for every one.

The poor, the rich, and the world's elite.

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Raw Love...

There is something, I can't hide

For it is love I am feeling inside

-It is a personal thing

Something in hand

I just cannot understand

-For I am regretting

There is something about her

That makes my mind not so sure

-I love you

How does she seem to do it

She makes me go in to a fit

-I should have thought this through

It has gone beyond the way she looks

She seems to checkmate me with her rooks

-What is wrong with me

It is the way she makes me feel

Can this be real

-No it can't be

I don't know if she feel the same about me or less

I will just have to guess

So now I will say that I love you

And hope that you do to.

Love,

Nick

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Where Are You...

I wish you where here with me right now

But this want I can't make true, because I don't know how

Why do we have to be so far apart

What I want, I can't say I don't know where to start

Being away from you makes me sad

When I cannot talk to you it makes me feel bad

To many days we have been away

Every time we're together I wish we could stay

To much emotion I hold in my heart.

Been feeling so alone since we've been apart

If I had the chance I'd never let you go

Just want you to know

I have never loved someone so.

There are so many things I wanted to do

There are so many times I have been thinking this through.

I have spent so much time waiting at the phone

Wondering if you were the same, so alone.

It has been for us a rough start

But now being away is tearing me apart

Just please remember the way held you.

For now you control my heart

For you and I will make two.

And showing my love is just a start.

So please stay the same and that will be

The new beginning for both you and me.

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The Freak I am...

I grew up through life being called a freak

And all through school I did not see

That I just had to open my mouth and speak

For I just had to be me

I never understood the way true friends work

But in the life of high school it was all insane

My closest friend was not the coolest jerk

But the one who liked me for being just plain

I thought I could make it by looking cool

But did not finally realize

That we were just in school

And I did not have to life out these lies

So now I live my live as it was meant to be

I let my mind express and be free

I show the world who I really am inside

For in my life this is the turning of the tide

So look out world here I come to make a change

So get ready for me because I am new and strange

I am here to live my life with the free

And am going to find my own destiny

I want you all to listen to what I have to say

For I am ready to share my minds beliefs

For I will die another day

But now I am just turning another leaf

So please except me for who I really want to be

And a nice loving guy is who you will see.

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Boredom The Poem...

Here this girl sits in boredom

For she has to much time

So much that it is only wisdom

To come on MySpace and read Nick's rhyme

I always surf the net for facts

about something I want to know

Type poems to see how people react

and sometimes watch a TV show

When your bored to death

Find something you have never done

Discover why we get morning breath

Or going for a late night run

But most of all you can write Nick some e-mails

But I wouldn't until everything else fails.

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Ode To That Girl

Today is going be the day I say I love you.

Some how I will make you realize what I have to say is true.

There's something about your respectful style,

And the way you make me smile...

There is something about you I just cannot explain.

Something about your smile that clears out the rain.

I love the way you make me feel.

And the way you make life so real.

You can't see for this is blinding

For I think it is love we are finding.

Can't you feel the electricity?

For we are our own society.

I love the way seem to read my mind.

The way you are always kind.

I love the way you rub my back when I'm asleep

And the thought you will be there for me when I weep.

Most of all I love you for who you are.

And the way you love me for being me.

Even though the miles between us are many and far.

You are the only person right now I wanna see.

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Fight Society.....

Get out there and fight our society.

So get out and show your masterful creativity.

For the world leaders want to keep us blind,

And want to stop us from following our mind.

For they think we won't see their greed.

But music, happiness, and friends is all we need.

They think we carry the trait of stupidity.

But they are the ones with mental poverty.

So stand up and full fill your right to be free.

And just go out there and live out your destiny.

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The power to be....

God gave us more than our societal function.

So get out there and disrupt that civilized conjunction.

Because God gave us the right to be free.

So just let me live the life meant for me.

For you have to set out to express your emotion.

Watch out the world will try to make you conform.

But just ignore and find your own motion.

For that is why we were born.

So take your life and do a common thing uncommonly,

For your power over people souls will be monumental you'll see.

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I love you for hating me 2....

I am a fucking loser,

I am a burnt out boozer,

I hate you for hating me,

But I remember forgiving gives us all natural divinity,

Now I am here to speak my mind,

So are you willing to give me your time?

For you'll find my words are nothing but kind,

But do stop my expression there is no worst crime.

So who cares if I'm a fucking loser?

Who cares if I'm a burnt out boozer,

For I love you now for hating me,

And wish you forever everlasting divinity.

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I'm Sorry...

When I woke up this morning,

I have finally begun to realize at last.

That I should have really taken warning,

For what I am finally paying for of the past.

Baby I am sorry I ruined your life.

Baby I am sorry I caused you trouble and strife.

I do not think I was even aware,

And I hate to say I probably didn't care.

For now it is all true.

Baby I am sorry I hurt you.

For now it is set in stone,

I here, am to forever be alone.

For now it is all true.

Baby I am sorry I hurt you.

So I went out on street, walking.

To figure out what I am gonna do.

God didn't even seem up for talking.

I now know I should have thought this through.

I am sorry I was an ass.

But can we now put this in the past?

For I'll change to get you back to my side.

For now I am in turn, tearing up inside.

For now it is all true.

Baby I am sorry I hurt you.

No one here can help me with my lost love.

It even seems like not even god above.

For now it is all true.

Baby.... I am sorry I hurt you.

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Live your life...

Live to what you believe in your mind,

for that is always better for you,

For the world is a better place you will find,

if you do what you really want to do.

Because if you do conform to everybody,

You will not get any true friends in life,

For if you don't, everything will turn cruddy,

and forever you will live in strife,

I use to live my life by this way,

and I was always unhappy,

for I hated me cause of that every day,

Just for not being really true to me.

So you find yourself emotional life taunt.

It because you live their way, not the way you want.

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Phone Causes...

I sit all night

Dreaming of you

It is all right

What else am I suppose to do

I want to call her up

But what do I say

She'd answer; I'd say "sup"

As I am in bed on my back I lay

I would let her know

That she is sweet

I would let my words flow

As if they belonged to a beat

We would talk about our past

Then I would say I miss her

I wish the days would go by twice as fast

And she would probably concur

I would love to here her voice

Everyday if I had the choice

But love is something that can't be forced

I have to let it run its' winding course

I would say goodbye now

Then hang up and go wow

As I lay down the phone

I pick up to see if you are there

But I just here the dial tone

I want us back together

I will miss you forever

Where do I go from here?

I look at myself in the mirror

Ask why loneliness is something I fear

What is it I feel?

When will what I want be real

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What Would You Say, What Would You Do....

What do you think you would say?

What do you think you would do?

Do ever think our love will stay

Do you think I even have chance with you?

What do you think you would say?

If I got up and kissed you today

What do you think you would do?

If came over and said I loved you

Would you ever come and tell me

If you thought there'd never be a we

Oh shit wait what am I doing right now

If ask you this how would answer, oh how

What if you told me?

Told me there was no chance of a we

What if I can't move on?

Can't stand knowing you're gone

What if, What if...

Should I say that I love you?

I am so paranoid what should I do

See being with you makes me feel so high

I don't think I could ever go on

If you ever came up to me and said bye

How could I love someone?

Someone who doesn't love me

How can I believe what is done is done

How can forget the past and begin to see

So how can I go to you and say

I want to kiss you today

So what am I suppose to do

If you don't love me, but I still love you

I will never ever let you see me cry

Even if you are forever gone

But I think that a part of me will wilt and die

But hey it does happen of course I mean shit

So now I will go ahead and say it

I love you today

I want to kiss you

I want us to forever stay

A one plus one, a perfect two

Now do you feel the same about me?

Do you feel the same thing I feel?

Do think there could ever be a we

Is this just a dream or is this actually real

So now I sit here waiting for your life changing reply

And while I wait your answer I will dream about you

Dream of you while sleeping under the summer sky

There that is what I will do

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Missing You Still...

It is coming soon

We'll have lunch at noon

Then we will star gaze under the moon

I miss you still

You aren't run of the mill

Your love is better than any drug any pill

Only just a little bit to go

You are part of my life's flow

You cause me to mature and grow

I miss you in my arms in my hold

Without you I feel cold

This distant thing is grow quite old

What am I suppose to do

I am going to say I miss you

I wish I could mean it when I say see you in a few

So where in this giant world will we meet

Where in this world will we be again close

Your smile, your look is a bitter sweet

I just need another hit another dose

I miss you and I hope you miss me

Your way of showing love makes me feel so free

I love you

What am I going to do?

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A Comment, A New Friend...

She blew me away with a comment

I did not even know what to say

My brain has constant thought of her statement

It still effects me in a stupidious way

It was cool, it was smooth, and it was calm

I do not know why but it did anyways

It was like shade on a beach from a palm

It will keep me cool and refreshed for oncoming days

I was like wow I was like shit

This girl has to be cool to the end

For she did totally make it

She is now my coolest new friend

I hope she will come by and leave more

For her words are sweet all the way to the core

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It Was Her, It Was She...

I saw her she saw me

I didn't run I didn't flee

For it was her it was she, a girl with endless beauty

Time stopped as I saw

This girl standing there with no flaw

A girl who would make anyone speechless with endless awe

She made my heart skip

My stomach did a flip

Her hair was help back with a butterfly clip

I didn't know what to say

But I think I found love someway

I think I found her,

I think I found she

I think I found my true love today

I don't know for sure

But I think I love her

I don't know for sure

I hope this is not a closed door

Do you know how I feel about you now?

Do you know how real it is for me?

You are the girl of my dreams now

I only wish you could see what I see

We grew up in the same damn town

But I have never seen you around

We went to the same damn school

But now your love makes me talk like a fool

Now it is not a mystery

That you hold more than beauty

For I think it is only me

That sees what's in you that everyone should see

We have found each other

I want to rush to you

I want us to be together

Because I think I love you

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You Uplift My Day...

I always love reading what you have to say.

You can give anyone a very uplifting day

You may call me a bright spot for you

But you do the same for everyone too

I never met you or know you very well

You rock that's something everyone can tell

I hope you get what you want in life

For someone that kind doesn't deserve strife

So all I can say to you as a friend

Don't ever lose your awesome great attitude

Your healthy disposition can mend

For you have the power to change someone's mood

So I just came in to say hello

And tell you how great you are,

For you should know.

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I Love You, But You Love Him...

You love him

I love you

What is a guy suppose to do

I cannot help

The way I feel

But I only hope it is real

I think I'm lost

Where do I go?

Who do I talk to, who would know

There you sit

Twirling your hair

Everyone knows a girl like you is rare

You are cute

You are sweet

I think only you could make my life complete

I sit here I watch, I stare

I can't help it but I do

Only if I could make you aware

Of the idea of me and you

I wanna do

I wanna say

That I think I fell in love with you today

Now it's said, now it's out, you're on my mind

I hope someday, some year, you will give me the time

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I Live A Dream To Be Happy...

I am living a dream

Just flowing down stream

I love you and I love me

I love myself even if I am boarder lining poverty

I don't know what tomorrow will bring

Good or bad I will take anything

I hope to make a new acquaintance

Hopefully someone with love, does that makes sense

I am over flowing with happiness

Maybe I can share with you

if she were here for me to kiss

That would make my happiness sing and coo

I hope you all can look at me

And understand my destiny

Because for some reason I can't

All I know is I can sit here and rant

I always rant and rave through poems

I just sit here and type as my mind roams

I just like to speak my mind

I will tell you that my words are meant to be kind

So all I can do is say

All I can do is type

I am truly hap' pay

When I realize society is just hype

So I love you and hope you love me

and I can only hope you are just as happy.

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The Opposite Sex...

People say a girl would be lucky...

Lucky to have a guy like me

But me, how the heck, why

How can that even fly

I am not that cute, I am not that cool,

And sometimes I uncontrollably drool

Ok scratch that last one it is not true.

But I do put the toilet seat down in the loo

I thought I would be lucky to find lady friend

But I am now becoming a common trend

That others say girls would be the lucky ones to have me at the end.

I always went through life

With out thought of a second half, a lover

But now I am told I'd easily find a wife

Without a worry or a bother

So what do I do right now

Who, what, where, when, and how

I know I will just be myself like I always have done

For I think if I change I will not have as much fun.

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Welcome Back....

Welcome back my only desire my only friend

I glad you decided to come back to me again

I hold my arms wide open for your powerful embrace

I glad see your smile and also your oh so beautiful face

I do not dwell at all on where you had gone off to.

Right now I do not really even care

I cannot wait to feel the strength I get from you

But you being gone gave me a little scare

I cannot wait to get with and share a walk

Out in a place where know one can hear us talk

I want to just stare through your eyes into your soul

You in my arms make life so perfect and full

I want you and me to drift away to another place

Into a dream world somewhere in outer space

I want to walk the beaches with you hand and hand

And write our names next to each other in the sand

You and I will soar through the skies over lakes and seas

We will only land when we find a place where we can live in peace

I want to see you next to me when I wake up to the sun rise

I want to take you somewhere were nobody cries

I want to take you and me to place where we forget about time

Where when we speak it is so perfect everything rhymes

I want to sit next to you and watch every sunrise and sunset

I want everything we do to be special so we never forget

There is something I want you to be part of and that's my life

Let us find each other and form a bound that uses love for a seam

Let us go on an ocean rock cliff with a sunset so I can make you my wife

Then let us live everyday like it was only a dream

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What's Wrong, I'm Staying Strong...

Staying up all night

Sleep I don't fight

Is everything alright

You seem a little uptight

That's what I hear

People live in fear

Why do you have a tear?

Why can't I look in a mirror

To tell them is a wish

But I don't know why

I am a lonely fish

A bird that can't fly

Here comes my mother

She asks what

Calls my brother

He says I got to move on

That I am in a rut

Where do I go?

What do I want?

Do I know?

What talents do I have to Flaunt?

They say I look like shit

But only if they could feel what I feel

For I'm about to throw a fit

I have to find that old Nicholas Zeal

I wasted to much too young

I feel like a rag doll how degrading

I feel like I have been flung

So what is wrong is I am recuperating

So when someone ask me what is wrong,

I will tell them I spent too much energy trying to stay strong

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Mind Control Love...

Hand in a glove

Something from above

What do I speak of?

Well you know love.

More than a sexual lover

She is a mentality shield, a cover

See we are made for each other

It is only her, it is only she

Who has the power to move me?

The power to make me follow my destiny

My destiny to be one

Not to fold not to run

To live life to the fullest until it's done

The way she moves while she walks

The way she brushes away her hair

The way she looks at me while she talks

Her way of making what we got seem rare

Everyday I wait for her next call

I wait for her next card or letter

The longer we are away the faster I fall

And soon I hope we will be back together

So I hope you understand I think I am in love

And the way I can explain it is what I wrote above.