You Ever have that overwhelming Pure Joy. All of a sudden you feel like throwing out your arms in front of you then spinning around and around. Not needing to Focus on anything in particular, No problems no faces just a whirl of colors. Its Beautiful if you just stop from that busy schedule! Running around all day never stopping to throw in a good Cd and dance around the room like your 12 again. And GOD it feels good. Hahaha.

I'm not gonna lie sometimes fate sucks, a BIG LEMON! You cant imagine taking one more step, one more fake smile, one more heartache. You feel sick enough to vomit but only the tears come.

Then there's those times where you think "Thank god I'm here for this! Is this happening to me?" and you get this crazy chill through your whole body, you get Butterfliesin your stomach. Anyways i think its very important for you to feel like your normal, to feel some control over your life and most importantly to get the answers to the questions you cant talk about with anyone else.

So if you have a Question ask it as a comment and Ill respond and no one will know its you! Completely safe.

Heres some advice i gave to a friend of mine

she just broke up with her boyfriend and she said he misses her but thinks they should move on.

You should hunny! i know its hard and it hurts but just take the time to be in pain and to think about what you learned from this relationship and what went wrong! I love ya way to much to let you make the mistakes i have. I didnt give myself time to heal and move on...i had so many guys after me that i didnt feel the pain untill i was in the middle of another relationship.  And that ruined the one i was in everytime and so i ended up with alot of really short relationships which made people think i was a slutt when i was really just wounded. Your no slutt so just take some time for you. Your getting older and nows the time to decide what your going to do with your life, who you want to be. You dont want to end up trapped with a guy, you want to be independant and making the mula girl. so just think about it!