Dear Shayne,

Ever since I saw your face and looked into your eyes I knew you were "The One" for me. My life has been a real fight from day one and I never imagined that I could be this happy. Even though I seem depressed and sad all the time, inside I'm smiling and I'm jumping for joy. Your the only guy that can get me to smile from ear to ear and you know that. The past six and and a half years have been the best years of my life for as long as I have been on this earth, even through our ups and downs because you still remain in my life. You were always making me laugh and making sure I knew that you would always be in my corner and that you would never leave me. We've both had our share of problems but we were always there for each other in times of need. I never thought I'd be worthy of a guy as incredible as you. You never ran away from me like all the others did because you saw the "real" me. Not as a girl with a disability or as a girl in a wheelchair but as a normal girl with feelings that actually mattered more to you than any other person I know(except for anyone in my family, of course) and that means so much to me. I saw you as MY best friend because you always made time to come see me, if you did have plans, you would always cancel them to be with me....No one else did or does that for me, except YOU. Everyone else I know will only come see when and if they had nothing else better to do but NOT YOU! You have no idea how important, beautiful, amazing, safe and loved you have made me feel since we have known or been in love with one another.You are my best friend even though you don't consider me as one. You are an angel in human form and in disguise....you are MY angel. You are one of a kind....they don't make guys like you anymore...God broke the mold when he made you, there's no doubt about it and none in my mind. God knew we were meant for each other and so do I. You are the reason why I firmly believe in true love. You are my reason for living, dreaming, breathing and loving. When we are together, we bring out the best in each other. When you hold me, I feel safe...when we kiss, I get a fast heart rate. The day you asked me to be your wife was by far the best day of my life. I vow to always love you, no matter what. YOU ARE THE MOST INCREDIBLE PERSON I'VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE AND I'M SO LUCKY THAT YOU'RE MINE!!! You could be rich or poor and I really wouldn't care because I want to be with you until I grow old and sore. If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all? 'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong....That it takes my breath away...and I breath you into my heart and I pray for the strength to stand today....'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right....and though I can't be with you tonight, And though my heart is by your side....I will always be there for you whenever you need me and don't worry I'll always love you because falling out of love with you is COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE....even if it is one hundred years from now <3 I love you baby...always and forever....I can promise you that <3

 

hey baby,
You probably know all the stuff I'm gonna say but I'll say it again. Can't you see how much we love each other? Wasn't this whole thing a huge sign we're meant to be?? I really want us to spend the rest of our lives together. Your the one I wanna wake up next to you every morning and who I fall asleep next to. Your the best thing thats ever happened to me! I know your not ready for marriage and thats ok. I do want us to be engaged though & we could stay that way until your ready to get married. Everything is great with us and if these times we've spent together doesnt prove that I know that its meant to be that way, I dont know what you're seeing when we spend our nights together. I see and feel that way every single time we're together & I know you know its true, otherwise you'd being lying to yourself and your heart too. I'd be so happy to be your fiancee & if I have to I'll wait years for the big marriage part. Just because we get engaged, that doesn't mean we have to rush into marriage. I mean we've spent almost 7 years now & if you think we arent ready to take our relationship to the next level by now, then you'd be lying to me, yourself and most importantly, your heart. Every time I see you I'm alive....When minutes turn to days and years, if mountains fall, I'll still be here holding you until the day I die ♥ ♥ ♥ I hope that everything I've said really opens your eyes, your heart and really makes you think about it because my heart knows its right. I love more than anything and everything. You are one of kind, my prince charming and I'm not letting go this time ♥

Love always,
Jess