The Pain I Feel Today Will It Ever Go Away? I lost my Gift from God

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By MoralsEthics1960



Why Did You Take Her Away?

8 years ago almost to the date

you didn't want this precious gift

Remember This

I saved her from death

agreed to raise the Gift from God.

You agreed and had no complaints

so years go by

so you decided one day

I changed my mind

I want to play

mommy

so I will look good today

if you play mommy

you will have more friends respect today

always worried

what they all say

never hearing

from the gift

when she speaks

all you hear is blah blah

if you really wanted her

you would of changed your mind

a long ago time

we once had a happy life

just around three years or so

you came back more into

the life and stomped

with words unkind

I taught her of love & kindness

you teach only bitterness and hate

which has made our tummies ache

with pain so severe

pain

loss

confusion

missing her

been barely gone

feels forever

only minutes

fearing for

her sanity and safety

from the person who gave birth to

my gift from God

she did not want

and tossed away

she called it a thing

she said get out of me

i wanted her right from the start

protected

loved

watched grow 7 years

ripped from my life

today

do you daughter dear

really care that

you will rip

apart two hearts

that were tied together from the start.

when you look into

her crystal eyes of blue

what will you see

only what your selfish needs need

will you go deeper

put her first

will you give her

love unconditional

she is scared of you

please help that feeling go way.

if you love her the way that you say

prove it to me

everyday,every year

Don't say the baby blues made you

turn away

as you should remember

if you were blue

I'm sure you will

just another cover

about the women

you discoved

really did not want to

be a mother.

It was okay

I respected you

Now these days

you spout off

your words of hate

you say you wish

she had not been born

her heart if broken

mine to ,but that doesn't matter.

Shes the one

the only one who should be protected

not your feelings

but hers

so stop

your

selfish me...me...me ways

open up that ice cold heart

think about her instead

she comes first

please do not cuss

or damn her to hell

no matter what

I no longer

will

from

today

let you

throw

her

away

I will always

catch and protect her

and give

my unconditional love


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MrMarmalade profile image

MrMarmalade  says:
2 years ago

Your poetry just keeps getting better and better

MoralsEthics1960 profile image

MoralsEthics1960  says:
2 years ago

That is because of my lifes costant ever changing pain .

I just lost the one person in my life that gives me the reason to get up every morning.

G-Ma Johnson profile image

G-Ma Johnson  says:
2 years ago

Wow  what a story I am hearing here..Had me on the edge of my seat..Great Job  sweetie..G-Ma :O) hugs

Zsuzsy Bee profile image

Zsuzsy Bee  says:
2 years ago

Life must go on especially if the reason for getting up in the morning is not near...they will need to know that you are there...the safe harbor to come to when possible

regards Zsuzsy

In The Doghouse profile image

In The Doghouse  says:
2 years ago

Two hearts joined are never lost. Out of sight possibly, but not lost. Very poignant poetic expression, I feel your pain, and I am sorry.

LdsNana-AskMormon profile image

LdsNana-AskMormon  says:
2 years ago

Thank you, for such vulnerability. Keep writing.

tDMg

LdsNana-AskMormon

bitv  says:
2 years ago

Frailty is the key to the healing springs of life's ever changing brook.I hope you shall prevail and your heart becomes a mirthful ocean once again..........

monitor profile image

monitor  says:
2 years ago

Keep writing. You will get there.

Mon.

Karen Ellis profile image

Karen Ellis  says:
2 years ago

Life tears holes in your heart. That's just the way it is, isn't it?

Uninvited Writer profile image

Uninvited Writer  says:
2 years ago

That was very touching. Thank you for sharing it.

Pat Merewether profile image

Pat Merewether  says:
2 years ago

I know it's hard to understand now, in the middle of such horrible pain, but everything happens for a reason. I've been where your are - about five years ago - and I do know how unbearable the pain is - but it does get better, believe me. Just hang in there - one minute at a time. You're an amazing writer - your gift may be helping more people than you know. gentle hugs.

Just_Rodney profile image

Just_Rodney  says:
18 months ago

Beautiful hub, your pain shines through and I am sure that theburning love will keep you, and help you watch over and protect those that need to be protected.

rarestone1 profile image

rarestone1  says:
16 months ago

Good piece of poetry there. Am touched.

FIT AND FREE  says:
13 months ago

Grandparents should have rights ! Keep fighting

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