THE WAR WITHIN

Lately my soul has been in turmoil. I allowed my self to be in the dark so long that at times it is painful to be in the light. I claim to be “born again” and yet I find myself clinging to falsehood and things that should be dead to me. I have confessed this to God and yet I feel the need to confess it to myself and my fellow man. I have not truly surrendered to the will of God.

This struggle helps me to understand what Paul was going though when he talked about the spirit is willing but the flesh is week. I admit all this not to belittle myself; instead, I do it so I can recognize “what really is going on.”

The Bible says, “The truth will set you free” but this society seems to be immersed in believe its own lies that it is easy to follow blindly along. It takes courage to call a spade a spade and stand up against evil. This is what people like Scott Life and the Pastor of my own church have shown me though there words and actions. Even though I never met Scott in person; the boldness of his words, have inspired me.

There are those who scoff at God, because they want to try and fit God in a test tube. The God that manifest himself to me; is infinite! I am not saying that I am special, for I know it is only though God’s great mercy and love, that I am even alive! If he would revel his love to me, who at one time persecuted Christians in seemlier way that Saul persecuted early Christians. I know that his sacrifice of his life can redeem anyone who allows him into there lives!

There was a time I was about as far away from God as a soul can get. For when I was young, I was deeply involved in Black Magic. This is something I have not talked about to much in the past, because it does not reflect who I am now. I am bringing this part of me out into the light to illustrate the point that God’s love is so mighty, that it can reach into a heart as dark as any abyss.

When I read about people on the Hub Pages Forms talking about the so-called shadow people, I know what they talking about. I use to seek them out and I want to make it clear that if you open a door to that dimension, it will be very hard to close it!

I know there are a lot people by now who are reading this, who probable think I got a screw lose. All I can say is that there are millions of people though out the world that has had some kind of experience with the Super Natural. It has even become the subject of “reality” TV shows, like Ghost Hunters.

From my experience, it is not only real but very dangerous. Since there is a God, there is also a Devil and he is active and roaring as load as he can! The problem is that people have been hypnotized by the Media and false beliefs to the point they do not even here him! Let me make it clear, that I am not in position to judge. I am struggling with my own demons. What I am doing is sharing my personal experience. You can choice to believe it or not, just do not say you were not worn.

Every thing happens for reason. This “Recession” we are in, has been brought by decades of greed and waste. The problems in The Middle East, has been Prophesied for almost 2000 years. The Ultimate Chess Match that is being played against the forces of good and evil is intensifying. I do not know how long it will be before the game is finished, and yet, I feel it will be soon! The question I ask myself is; what side of the chessboard will I be on? How about you, do you know?