For just over 2 years I've been looking at the question, "Who am I?" really in depth. I've also come to many realizations throughout my studies and came to the conclusion that who I am is a creation of my word. I am whatever I say I am in the moment. I am unlimited in who I can be...

Well... I can know that inside and out, practice it, live it, be used by it, share it... and... my life will not work to the degree I want it to work.

Why? Because every single thing I learn in life and about life becomes a part of a pre-existing pattern. Everything fits into something I already knew, it's categorized and kept track of. Even when I blow my mind and actually create something new and never before, it then becomes a new pattern. Some are great patterns... but the thing is... I am not required- to function in a pattern. I could check out of life and I'd be ok. My brain has it handled I'd just be on auto-pilot.

I show up in my life from time to time... in those moments that I recognize the pattern and create something new. So really... the question is no longer who am I? I know I am a creation of my word. The question is; where am I? Where in my life do I actually show up and blow my own mind? Where do I get so present to life and act outside of my patterns so much that I am moved to tears by who I am? Because that's where I want to be in my life. Outside of my patterns...