To be able to understand life, we must understand our true belifes our values. What values present us as a human. Somtimes I feel that I am going to live life like everyone else. With work and bills to pay, and yes that is reality. But there is somthing more precious inside we must find. Foucus on the abilty to belive. Beliving that whatever we can create, can come true. Beliving that solving mathematical equasions is just to hard. What we focus on, truly becomes our destiny in life. Do not focus on the negitive. Turn statements such as "I cannot do this" for you to be saying, I am life, my main focus is to get whatever I want to achive compleated. It is because, you can do anything, anything you set your mind to and that is somthing I am still learning. It takes a lifetime to gain knowlege and wisdom, dont ever forget that.