It's my parents who influenced my life.They taught me how to respect elders and considerate other people's feelings. And most important they taught me what is God and to love Him which it planted in my heart and mind.

I'm so thankful of my parents for teaching me all those things because it served me as my guide specially those times when I think that the world betrayed me like: when my younger brother died when I was eight years old;during my parents broke up when I was 13 years old;the time when my grandmother was in the hospital and I prayed with all my heart to the God to heal my grandma which is not granted,my grandma died who is so closed to me.I questioned God on that time "why".I was so painful on that time and I was thinking all bad things happened in my life and I blamed God until I heard one of my aunt saying"it's good for mom so that she wont feel so painful anymore and sacrifice like other people she is already so blessed to reach 76 years old,some of them died when they were still baby,and some didn't even given a chance and just died when they were still fetus." After hearing these things I realized that I don't have the right to question God who created me and everything.He has plan to every individual in this world and He know what is best for us.I was crying and asked forgiveness to our almighty God and I know He did because God is Love and it gave me so much relieved and trust my life back to God coz I know He is the only one who never betray and never hurt me.

To someone out there who is hurting so bad and carrying too many burdens just raise your hands to God and He will help you carry it.