Woke up again

lost here in life

 it always just happens

 I never am right.

 Woke up in the torture

 I woke up in the pain

 I walked away for better

 I danced there in the rain.

 I found my way to heaven

 and woke up there on the floor

 emptiness became me

 I couldnt breathe here anymore.

 I had to be just better

if nothing just for me

 I opened up my eyes

 but I forgot to see.

 Said Id never do it

 I wouldnt let them all in me

 but I watch them fade away

 each one a part of me.

 And I look around to nothing

 but the child that I hold

 everything is so empty

 and the world is so cold.

 Betrayal and the lies

 they just ate at me

 I thought Id always wonder

 but I finally got to see.