A few years ago I gave up smoking. Which for me was a big thing. I had been smoking for twenty four years. I am here to say that little pill Chantix really works and of course will power. Now my lungs are healthy and my body has went to ...!

I started going to the gym about a month ago. I have lost ten pounds and feel so much better. i am on a up hill battle trying to loose the 60 pounds i gained.

For me weight gain has meant alot of different things. First I have no socail life. Second I do not even want to go outside. Third I can't find anything to wear. Nothing fits me. I am too big for my clothes. Forth I am very depressed when I look in the mirror, Fifth I am tired all the time from carrying all this weight around. Fifth my kness are killing me from carrying it around.

When I wasnt fat I was happy. I was on the go constantly. I ate what the h... I wanted. I guess the smoking sped my metabolism up. I had dates. I had clothes i loved wearing. I loved to dress up. Now I look like the good year blimp walking around.

i must say now that I am not skinny I hate skinny people. I am obsessed with wanting to be skinny again. What I hate worst is people that make fun of fat people. They have the nerve to say I did not mean anything by it, Bull it would not have come out of their mouth if they did not mean it.

I have tried everything there is to try to loose weight and nothing seems to work. i have a hard time understanding how anyone can say they are happy being fat. There is no way anyone I no would rather wear a size 16 than a size 6 or 8. How would anyone be happy with their fat jiggle when they move.