You have to stand tall and fight for what you believe in and let no one tell you other wise. You keep0 your chin up and head high never look away or let anyone talk you out of your beliefs... That is what makes us all different. Appreciate It!!!   I was a Matrine I never look back and hardly regret the things I have done.   Live your life its yours so live it like you want but have morals.  For god sake have values and love for our elders. We can not escapoe our past just livve thru the experience.