I was so touched with the preacher preached yesterday about John 14:6 "I am the way,the truth and the life:no man cometh unto the father, but by me".It seems someone touched my heart and made me cry upon hearing this words yesterday.I can't stop those tears competing to fell down on my face,and my heart was so heavy.

I was raised by my parents in roman catholic in Philippines and as what I understand that I will be judge according to what I do,that's why for long time I'm so scared when we talk about death because I'm not sure if my soul will belongs to heaven or to hell.But this fear ended yesterday!With the help of pastor Randy,Miss Irene and my husband they showed me the truth through showing the important verses in the bible that the only passport to heaven is to have faith in Jesus Christ our savior.They explained me if judging would base on what we did in this world no one can go to heaven,because we are all sinful even how close we are to our God we still make sins,remember all the apostles or disciples,they were so close to our almighty God and they witnessed every miracle that He done on this earth but still they made sins.Tell me what they had done:

1.Simon who is called Peter

2.Andrew his brother

3.James the son of Zebedee

4.John his brother

5.Philip

6.Bartholomew

7.Thomas

8.Matthew the publican

9.James the son of Alphaeus

10.Lebbaeus,whose surname was thaddaeus

11.Simon,the Canaannite

12.Judas Iscariot

When pastor Randy said "to those who have doubts if they are going to heaven or not when they will die here in earth,please come forward and remember that Jesus died for you and me and to those people who believed on Him as their savior.He gave His blood to clean and forgive our sins,so for sure when we die right now our soul will go to heaven".I wanted to come in front and wanted to say that please pray for me I have doubts long time that my soul won't go to heaven when I die but my pride won myself.I was so mad to myself and so upset of letting the devil win again.But Jesus has really His way,He used Miss Irene to come to me and ask what happen then she talked to me and showed all important verses that God loves me so much and He give assurance to all people who believed on Him.Upon knowing these words again,it lighten my heart and gave me so much relief.I was so thankful to God and to Miss Irene for showing me those verses which made me know for sure that my soul will go to heaven after my life on this earth.So me and my husband went home so happy.For sure my soul will go to heaven and my husband was so happy for me because it bothers him before when I said that I felt far from God and I was not sure if my soul will go to heaven.We used to argued this things before,because he is so sure that He will go to heaven and I asked him if he did follow the 10 commandments,and he answered me back there is nobody can perfectly follow the 10 commandments except God.And he is right about this.We cannot follow the commandments perfectly but the important is we try our best.And if we fail, ask sincerely forgiveness from Him and you will be forgiven.As he said "wherefore I say unto you,all manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men:but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost,shall not be forgiven unto men". (Matthew 12:31)