OK. it is what it is for so so many reasons we are not on this planet to fill our selfish desires. i

also am guilty. of being a person of earthly  goods.things such a seven bedroom home. a

nice thriving business. the loving marriage, the car all paid for . nice job. BUT. my cards were not

for me . so far, we were created on this earth to serve AND TO SERVE LOVING NO matter how

hard it seems how degrading it seems, love is a wonderful thing if you let your heart not be trouble . we do not run the world we are not responsible for other ones soul. it has been there

is nothing more thrilling than to walk by faith. we will all meet the same god rich or poor , black or white, all cultures all countries . i never had much schooling or home training i  learn them

on my own and the family that was there. i had to get beat down to my bare skin for me to realize and still fighting the demons that are in me . there will come a time in every one

life that we must meet our maker . i said early that i love the things of this world i do and i crave

for a better life BUT. there are lines drawn that i pray to god and baffle with and cry out to him.

what is so different about christian religion is you walk by faith you are  really walking into something that you do not really exists . something that so so  so many people mock, laugh at,

ridicule . but to me that is what makes it so marvelous that you have the strength to go in a direction that people are a afraid to even speak about , it was said that if spoke the  word JESUS people ran like it were another KATRINA heading to the gulf coast. so here i am stating

JESUS,JESUS,JESUS,JESUS, he lives breathes loves he hates is lord of lord , king of kings;

he is the lamb of god . you must get to know him because you will not see the beauty of life

when we transform to the other side the the plan has been laid out it is totally  totally to late.

OK  lets say you do not believe   JESUS and whom ever you serve do you think any god is not a god of life not a god of compassion  kindness  forgiveness  . i think about the things that i need and desires and the morals and value that comes with it my love ones see me struggle to

make end meet but it all a grain of salt. you really do not know what life is like until you are living paycheck to paycheck. or you lost every thing you lost in KATRINA , and before that your wife passed of twenty , and before that your mother and father abandoned you . when i learn

that love is the most valuable thing on this earth true love .and it is not about  receiving IT IS ABOUT  GIVING you might have the traditional giving but we all have that one that we get for  free. so on this ending .  don;t worry  be happy remember the pressure is all his.