sometimes..we need to be selfish just to make sure we are happy. people might not understand us or even know whats inside us.so, we ourselves needs to make our own stand and not only let other people hurt you. whenever you dont feel comfy with others, just tell them.it just much better rather than keep it in your heart and being hypocryte. if so happen you are not dare to say it, maybe you can just leave them for a while or forever.

Hate That I Love You

Rihanna

That’s how much I love you

That’s how much I need you

And I can’t stand ya

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like it for awhile

No.. but you won’t let me

You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget that I was upset

Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do

So that I can’t stay mad at you

For too long, that’s wrong

But, I hate it

You know exactly how to touch

So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more

So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can’t stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can’t let you go

And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have

The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I

Love you beyond the reason why

And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl

I can’t stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can’t let you go

And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me

And your kiss won’t make me weak

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you’ll probably always have a spell on me

That’s how much I love you

That's how much I need you

That’s how much I love you

That’s how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so--

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can’t stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can’t let you go

And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so.. just read those lyrics.. it shows that though they hurt but they still love their partners. but till when?? i've face those situations and now this is the time for me to make a move. and finally i love that i hate him. -i might be nice but i ain't fool fucker-