I continue to fight
I continue to try 
for a reason not mine.

Searching for answers
to questions to which I don't have
Seen many places, seen many faces
Burnt many bridges to which
I may never cross again.

Lived many lives
Told many lies
Tried to visit death many times
Just to tough to die.

When will it end,
to have a day without pain
or shall a low man i remain
The loss of life 
The loss of love
I hope to never feel again.