poetry Personal Greed

Can you tell me how this fits in the big picture

why am I called on to watch after all of this

I could never have asked for anything more

and never wanted anything less

but can't help but hate the very thing

that drives this painful feeling

the feeling of overwhelming hatred

hatred for all I can't see

I can't hear

I can't touch

I can't feel this anymore

won't you tell me where you're from

please tell me how to stop all of this

I can't die today there's to much tomorrow

I won't let you die and leave me alone

If you saw this blackness I have seen

I know you'd be scared and unheard like I feel

you'd hate me too, and everything that you know

why can't you see this why can't you help me

all I ever wanted and needed but the one thing

the one thing that you need won't help me

and after the thought of everything I need

I realize it's my own personal greed?

My wife thought that I should post my poetry Online

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