So a number of things happened that triggered my creative mind. I haven't been motivated to attempt another novel for years. The last one I wrote, took over two years to research and write. And after over ten years that novel is still in notebook form.

I think it was reading about mind control victims, and having recently experienced an anxiety attack that left me jobless...and of course the random messages. (see other hubs) http://hubpages.com/hub/My-Diversions-As-One-of-the-Unemployed    Of course watching hours of real life murder mysteries helped. These unique events somehow became a story line. Not really about me...but about a person who begins having anxiety attacks...and without understanding the dynamics of what she is processing begins to do something very compulsive that doesn't make sense to her.

I have written 20 pages...it is beginning again. The need to create a story...I know my writing is not brilliant....but the story line is.

I plan to call this novel, Random Messages.

I began working it through my mind and then had to write. In the past I was afraid to put anything on paper. I hate to start and stop. I hate wasting time or failing. I didn't allow myself to try again. But I feel motivated again.

I have always been impressed with writers. Authors seem to have the ability to create money from nothing but their imagination.

Maybe when I have gotten a little farther....and maybe more confident, I will post a chapter or two on here to see if it has an potential. After all, you are all writers....you can tell me if it has any promise.