Out of my whole family, i am the only one who actualy goes to church every Sunday and Wednesday,owns a bible, and wears a cross around my neck. Of coarse they except and don't really question it. But one of the things i hate about school, is the fact that when people see or hear how devoted i am to God, they want to argue it. People tell me that it's just a show and that there is no way that i can live my life so clean. But the truth is i do. Everything i do revolves around him. Now i won't lie, i've had my moments where i do question it and i might do the wrong thing, but i always manage to get myself back on the right path. And the sad part is, is that sometimes i am ashamed to tell people about being all for God, and i keep it to myself. Which doesn't really help because people still make fun of me anyway. I want to be proud of my beliefs and be able to share them with people and not feel embarressed. And i am not one to judge other people who have different beliefs than i do, so why do they have to judge me? I would love to walk through the hallways and be comfortable with my beliefs, but it is just so hard.Maybe it will all pay off in the end, maybe it'll make me stronger,but for now i will keep my head held high and just breathe.