A Simple I Love You

What was I thinking?

My heart nearly sinking

When I looked deep within your soul

My anger towards wouldn’t grow

I must fight the feeling

My heart still healing

From the lacerations bleeding

Sensitivity now pleading

I said three words

One, Two, Thirds

A simple I Love You

Oh, Why? What did I do?

A quick phone call

To correct this fall

A break up now caused

My voice suddenly paused

A product labeled us

Addition one plus

I opened up a door

Possibly a new war

A question I must ignore

Broken not restored

Was I truly speaking?

What my heart was really thinking?

Is this what I want?

Writing in his font

A step that can make or break

Would it be a mistake?

I know my mind not confused

Just severally scared and abused

Afraid of what could be

Just another broken we

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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

Girl, sounds like you need a vacation....warm white sands, gentle breezes, swaying palm trees, turquoise blue water...remember the toes splashing in it...warm moments...best friends....no worries...and yes..even the kids playing nearby..we love them so much...

That's why we have big dreams, you and I, for the escapes..

But...never forget...we also are the dream makers..and dreams do come true every day...


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acaetnna 5 years ago from Guildford

You do it every time Bella - write such a cracker of a poem. Very heartfelt as always. Don't let him back into your life again though because ultimately you know it will be a mistake. Or is your new guy you're talking about - take it easy if it is!! Up and awesome as always!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Billy, Yes I have returned and I really do wish I could take that Vakay you speak of but tied to the chair with wheels and continue to enslave myself in an institution where I am glued to my cotton filled cusion right under my booty :( but one day big dreams big things big endeavors soon hopefully!!!

Ace, yes it is of my ex havoc and chaos caused I wasnot on a level of consiousness but on a level under intoxication which possibly I was right in what I say because they say you speak truth when under the influence!! Well I think I know the outcome of this and I will clearly stay focused and regroup!!

smiles :)

bella


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SubRon7 5 years ago from eastern North Dakota

Very well done, Bellawritter23, and I'm glad I wasn't the only one to wonder if you were "considering" getting back with your ex, as I see that's what Acaetna thought too, and then you sort of confirmed it. Be very careful, my little friend, as the drink can do a person in on so many levels.


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Bumpsysmum 5 years ago from Cambridgeshire

Vivid nostalgia for me here. Be careful dear friend, remember why it all happened in the first place, be sure it's all mended and only then you can be happy! Thinking of you in your turmoil :-)


JadedLove 5 years ago

Why I find so much beauty in the pain is beyond me. It feels so close to home, maybe because I have been there. Up and beautiful Bella. I do feel that you are much happier than the words you paint on the hearts of many. Lovely.

J Love


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Sub, I want to believe that the thought and feelings are always there no matter what! I can honestly say that I love that boy. No matter how much he makes my blood boil but I guess he has a spell on me we are soul mates but not on land and on this earth.

Bumpsy, Yes I very much agree with you and I think we both no it we are like each others drug, we know we are bad for each other but yet we are still thre endulging in its dysfunctions. It is all bad at times but feels great at times. IDK we both know it would never happen.

Johnny, you hit it right on the nail. What I write is just an emotion and not the wat I am living they are thoughts and wanders that flood my mind ocean and have to be released before I dwell and consume and act on.

smiles :)

bella


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epigramman 5 years ago

...well you can't get any more 'simple' than that in saying to someone I love you - and you know Bella - you say that everytime you write your beautifully crafted words and we write that everytime we read them ........

...and I can't leave this hub without screaming at the top of my lungs - BELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I love you (r) writing ..........


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Epi, I heard along the way a few concerns health wise are we doing alright?? Please do tell me that the one and only Epi is doing great as that would make me feel great! I appreciate your visit as always with your fabulous spin in words chosen to describe my style and addiction!!

smiles :)

bella


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I second that by Mr. Epi'....

and follow our Bella in concern...


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

bb, N concern necessary my thoughts may be spoken but my actions will determine my future!!

;)

bella


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

Won't stop watching the many facets of you...hmmmm...concern, love, joy, wisdom, dedication...genius

Full throttle is all I know...


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poetvix 5 years ago from Gone from Texas but still in the south. Surrounded by God's country.

Such beautiful words about something so painful... thank you for sharing your gift. Please guard your heart, Bella. It's the most easily damaged organ and the most needed.


lilyfly 5 years ago

I'm too much of a coward to love anymore, but give me two moves, and I can "Sabotage That Relationship" haha! That's all I do!, Well, you can love, that's the most inporant thing in life, behind writing... ! lily


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Poetvix, I totally agree with you I have to ponder m move although I know it would be forward instead of backwards. Thanks for your lovely comment.

Lily, lol I think I am the same with some one other than my ex. That applies with a new relationship I get myself into I become the dominant vs. being the submissive one.

smiles :)

bella


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Radioguy 5 years ago from Maine

Courageous and powerful words built on self-realization!

Excellent!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Radio, I try, thats all we can do rigt is try!! :)

smiles

bella


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Fossillady 5 years ago from Saugatuck Michigan

Reading through the comments I'm not sure what's going on with your love life right now. A person can change, I've lived it! Just don't know if he deserves you Bella, only you can judge! Take CARE my friend


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Lady, I now know it is a "NEVER" We have grown apart in too many ways. Love is hard to find and I feel to retrack what was is easier to move foward n find a new. But I am very secure in not getting back with him. :D

smiles :)

bella


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Fossillady 5 years ago from Saugatuck Michigan

Love never leaves us completely, but I suppose it could never be the same! When someone breaks the trust something dies inside for that person! Thanks for clearing it up baby girl!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

It was a a quick thought that I caught myself in the act. Lol and that was a no no!! ;)


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b. Malin 5 years ago

I think we always wonder, what IF...But don't ever Settle in a weak moment. Love is strange, Passion runs so Hot that we tend to forget the bad stuff. But after a night of Lovemaking the everyday stuff starts up once more. Anyway this Beautiful piece of Poetry is told so well by You Bella.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Yes I hate those what If's. lol N' Thank you B., its always a pleasure to see you within my readers.

smiles :)

bella

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