And You Thought You Knew!!


99 problems cry “solve me”

But fears Paralyze

Turn your eyes from me now

You’ll see through my Disguise

I drink from my cup and stagger

Why do I still Try?


I’m a quarter each wasted and king

Which I half Despise

Some days come up aces

But the luck always Dies

The floor is so cold and low

But I sure love the Highs


*I don’t choose to dream

But it helps dull the pain

Would it be better to Vomit or Die?

Until I decide, I must write this or cry

I live in 2 different worlds

And all they do is compete

There’s Me and then there’s my Hell

My riddle is I’m f*ckin stuck in the

Middle


The world moves past too quickly

The lights Hypnotize

Each night my smart becomes stupid

All confidence Dies

Goals too high- plans to big-

Is this guy’s only Size

You can’t even fathom my dreams

I have SEEN Jesus Rise


My lids close each night

Evil hooves fill the Skies

So I stare where the wall was

“I beg you God, hear my Cries!

Please make me fade now

Never open my Eyes


Loved ones all wish they cold care

But they can’t Realize

6 experts say how to live

Just their opinions and Lies

Oh, insomnia's in this mix too

But these Pills help me Fly


*I don’t choose to dream

But it helps dull the pain

Would it be better to Vomit or Die?

Until I decide, I must write this or cry

I live in 2 different worlds

And all they do is compete

There’s Me and then there’s my Hell

My riddle is I’m f*ckin stuck in the

Middle




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