Bi-Polar Dance of Loss

 

How do I explain the pain

That tears my soul apart

How can I calm the terror

That I feel

 

Inside I swirl as a hurricane

With nothing I can do

No way of escape

From the torment

 

Outside I shake

I tremble

Finding it hard to

Move from one place to another

 

The tears come unbidden

And there seems no way to stop them

Weakness fills my being

And I stumble unable to stand erect

 

The pain of not knowing

Is more than I can stand

I am lost in a sea of pain

And confusion

 

I do not know if I will 

ever emerge as myself

I don’t know who I am

I don’t think I ever have.

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kikkibabe 5 years ago

Love this hub know that feeling. X


Anna Ruth Peterson 5 years ago

I can understand your frustration...for my journey in no mans land is comparatively equal to your darkness (Parkinson's Disease). God Bless You, ARHP

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