Blue Balloon...a poem

 

This poem is sadly inspired by my nephew Jordan Scott Ridgeway who very recently passed away from Sudden Infant Death Syndrome at the tender age of 3 months.

 

Bright blue like your eyes

Sparkling against the rain

It rises higher into the dark skies

Far from the touch of pain

 

Far from a mothers hand

And a fathers loving heart

Both struggling to understand

As the balloon slowly departs

 

 

So young to be set free

A Mother’s dreams shattered

Soaring over the old trees

The blue balloon never faltered

 

Rising high to the heavens

Carried on winds of love and belief

Far from the small white coffin

Surrounded by tears and grief

 

 

It soars on out of sight

Filled with a mothers last goodbyes

Untouched by wrong or right

Or the sound of heartbroken cries

 

So take this last gift with you

A blue balloon to make you smile

Symbol of love so true

To carry you that last mile

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tlpoague 5 years ago from USA

It is so sad, but touching...sorry for your loss.

Thank you for sharing such a beautiful poem.


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Nan Mynatt 5 years ago from Illinois

Losing a child or baby is always hard. They didn't get a chance to live. Have faith and keeping going everyday, even when you hurt. My regards.


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acaetnna 5 years ago from Guildford

I am so, so sad, this is so unfair. To lose a child must be the worst feeling ever. My heart goes out to his whole family. What a beautiful poem you have written through your tears of sadness.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

tlpoague

thank you for your kind thoughts and taking the time to read this poem

Nan Mynatt

its a different type of grief, struggling to understand the why when there is no answers. Thank you so much for your kind thoughts and comment

acaetnna

It is truly and utterly tragic, my heart breaks for his mother as she struggles to make sense out of all this, thank you so much for your empathy and kind words it really does mean a lot


Johnny Love 5 years ago

Sometimes the answers we seek aren't the ones we were looking for to begin with. Painful beyond comprehension yes, but to bring hearts closer together even if just for that split second in time. So lovely the pain painted here. To join you in sorrow for now I did. Thank you for sharing your pain. A great teacher is she, just not always understood.


Doug Turner Jr. 5 years ago

A beautiful ode to the departing of a perfect soul.


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4elements 5 years ago

This was sad and beautiful nighthag. I cant begin to imagine the pain, but i send blessings to you and your families loss.


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

Theres never a real answer as to why God takes away someone who has just come into this world, other than, they are a pure soul, too good for this world, he shall never be tainted by the sins of it. the cruelty of it, and though he may be gone, he will always have his mother and father's love, and yours. this was a beautiful and heartwarming poem, i love the symbolism you used of the blue balloon, as if watching it float higher and higher you were watching his soul float to heaven. I lost a would be older brother, before I was even born, so I never met him. he was but 2 days old when he died, due to breathing problems. not a day goes by when i dont wish he was here, or that it was me instead of him. what i wouldn't give to know him. but i believe he is my guardian angel now, he looks over me. and i hope to meet him someday, in a life beyond this one.


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Goyakla 5 years ago from United Kingdom

A beautiful tribute to so young a soul departed.

your poem is like a prayer that wraps the little one in blanket of love on his journey home.Thank you for sharing this.


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always exploring 5 years ago from Southern Illinois

I am so very sorry. Saddness abounds here. Your poetic verse is beautiful. Thank you for sharing.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

Johnny Love,

Thanks you so much for your empathy and kind words, they both mean a lot to me...

Doug Turner Jr.

Thank you, not a day goes by without thinking of him, a beautiful life that I will always hold dear


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean

I was afraid to read this one. I cannot fathom this pain, but I like the way you put the emphasis on the journey home. And this line: "Untouched by wrong or right" somehow made me feel better about it.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

4elements

thank you, its been a very painful time for my family but with support the days will start to get better

Nikkij504gurl

The symbol of the blue balloon was taken directly from his funeral, the way his mothers eyes looked as she watched it float up, will stay with me for the rest of my life. my heart breaks for her everyday in some new way. Its only trusting in the intangible life beyond that we can hope to be reunited with our loved ones, thank you so much for your sympathy here I was sorry to hear of your family's loss...


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

Goyakla

your words are so kind, thank you I have struggled to find my own way to say goodbye to this precious soul that was shared with us so so briefly. it means a lot to have this poem so generously read and accepted here thank you

always exploring,

thank you so much for taking the time to read this, and to leave such a sincere comment, it is very much appreciated...

Randy Behavior,

One of the hardest poems I have ever written, so many strong emotions attached to this tragic event that it makes hard to know where to start. But one thing I did know was that my nephew was innocent knowing only the love that a baby can know and it was that he was leaving this world with. having been surrounded with it all his short life.

thank you for reading this, I am glad it wasn't as 'painful' as you were fearing, as I am hoping that his mother may read it one day and perhaps find some comfort.. hard to know


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

ah that is a nice sentiment, the blue baloon at the funeral. that is touching. i know its not easy to lose a child, my mother is very strong and at peace with it now, but im glad i did not have to see her when it happened. im sure she was a wreck. we all have a tattoo in memory of him, my parents and I. though i never met him, i feel like ive known him my whole life, and have this unconditional love for him, though hes not in this world, i find him in my heart. as your nephew will be in yours and your family's.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

it was a beautiful and haunting moment to be sure, but out of all the things this mother has ever endured losing her babe has been the hardest of them all.

I love the fact that you all have chosen to remember your brother in such a vivid way, keeping his memory alive and very much a part of your every day in such a way is a beautiful tribute


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

yes they will never be forgotten. perhaps they may even meet in heaven and become friends...wouldn't that be something? lol


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

what a lovely thought...

I can only hope that such things are possible :)


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saddlerider1 5 years ago

How sad it is to lose a child at any age. Our Lord had plans for this bright boy taken to play in the meadows and chase butterflies with the Angels on High.

I pray for peace to the boys parent's may they be blessed with another and may the Blue balloon soar once more in the current of wind swept love that God breaths into new life.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

thank you for sincere words and heartfelt thoughts and prayers, its a lovely image you have evoked my minds eye and I thank you for it


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MysteriousOne 5 years ago

A heart-wrenching hub,nighthag, and sad but beautiful.So sorry for your loss. Peace and Blessings to you and yours.

voted up!


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

thank you so very much, its been a very sad time for all involved


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thebluestar 5 years ago from Northern Ireland

Both of my sister in laws have had this same experience, it devastated the entire family. Both times attending the funeral was so heartbreaking. I am sending all of you a huge hug, it takes time to grieve and your family will need a lot of support. Try to be strong.


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

It has to be one of the hardest times our family has ever been through and I can only hope that it draws us closer together as time goes on. thank you so much for your understanding it really does mean a lot


grievingmummy 5 years ago

thankyou so much its lovely but reading this one brought the whole day back.... xxxxx


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

it was a bittersweet moment to be sure, but your goodbye to Jordan was a beautiful and I can only hope that in time the memory is not so painful


jami l. pereira 5 years ago

Dang , life sucks sometimes , especially when babies are involved , im sorry for you and your families loss , great write ! take care


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

yeah it does seem awfully unfair, and so much harder when dealing with infants, thank you so much for your sympathy and kind words...


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Clairepeek 5 years ago

nighthag, I am so very sorry for your loss... this is a beautiful tribute for too short a miracle that your nephew was...


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nighthag 5 years ago from Australia Author

thank you, he was a beautiful miracle that I was lucky enough to know everyday, his loss will always be felt and missed.


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Lisa Luv 3 years ago from Conneticut, USA

Wow I am almost left without words.... This is so well written...I am amazed...Sorry for your loss...but what a wonderful heartfelt tribute!

GREAT JOB!

I hope you don't mind if I share it further on some FACEBOOK groups?

One of which is mine and I will leave you the address in case you want to visit or join. It is called CREATIVE WORLD https://www.facebook.com/groups/537918086258693/

Also I voted this up and shared it as much as I could... Again it is such an awesome poem!


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wayne barrett 3 years ago from Clearwater Florida

I am so sorry for your loss. I also lost my nephew when he was only a couple months old. This poem touched me in another way...we just said goodbye to my mother in law and we released balloons. I also wrote a poem to her memory called farewell. It is hard to say goodbye to the young. But we know that they are innocent...and that they are free.


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nighthag 3 years ago from Australia Author

Lisa Lov

thank you so much!

It was a heartbreaking time that really rocked my family. I am so glad that it touched your heart and I would be honoured if you shared it on. thank you.

I will happily check out your facegroup and maybe even join it.... thanks for the invitation :)


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nighthag 3 years ago from Australia Author

wayne barrett

It is so hard to deal with death, be it the loss of a young babe or saying goodbye to dear loved one. I am sorry to hear of your recent pain and the loss of your nephew, we can only hope that they truly soar with angels now.

I wish you and your wife nothing but the best during this time, it is so hard to say goodbye


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AudreyHowitt 2 years ago from California

This is beautiful--I am so sorry for your family's loss--losing a child is so very difficult!


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Jodah 2 years ago from Queensland Australia

What a tragic loss, but a beautiful and touching tribute you have written nighthag. Voted up and shared. Be strong, his family will need that.


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nighthag 2 years ago from Australia Author

Audrey

thank you so very much, it was a very hard time and we still feel his loss to this day,


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nighthag 2 years ago from Australia Author

Jodah

thank you so much, it is always so hard to understand and even harder to say goodbye. his smile will always be remembered and blue balloons are now his...

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