Broken Me

I was once a happy girl

I used to have a smile so big and bright

My world was full of dreams and big wonderful plans

My purity was untouched

I was one of the sweetest girls you'd ever seen

Then one day you chose me

My angels must have been busy, the day you ruined me

Now all I am is sad and depressed

I don't smile anymore, I just cry

All I'm full of now is nightmares of what you did to me

Holding me down, and taking away something priceless to me

Then after you were done looking at me and asking me if I liked it

I guess me screaming"NO" and my endless struggling was an invitation for you

They tell me with time I will get better

Doc said the pain I felt would subside, once the swelling went down

He forgot to tell me about all the pain I would feel inside

I still to this day can't understand why you picked me

I hate you for doing this to me

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Fiddleman 5 years ago from Zirconia, North Carolina

This is a beautiful write, so intense and emotions you and sadly so many others have experienced. Thanks you for sharing.

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Astra Nomik 5 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

Wow, sad and traumatic. I hope you are not in that zone now. Get past it, and get past the regrets and hating, if you can. They will eat your soul like a cancer, as they almost did on me a long time ago. You have great hubs, I am enjoying them.

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kenneth avery 5 years ago from Hamilton, Alabama

Hi, pretty, Voted Up, useful, awesome, beautiful and interesting. A very moving hub you have here. Every young woman needs to read this. I am serious. Keep up the great work. You touched me with your phrasings. Peace and Peace of Mind be yours.

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prettynutjob30 5 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet. Author

Thank you guys.

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Deborah Brooks 3 years ago from Brownsville,TX

Very intense. The pain stays with you. You never forget.. but it does get better.



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prettynutjob30 3 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet. Author

Thank you Deborah Brooks, I know now it does and it has, thank you for commenting.

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