Chain smoking


Chain smoking again... Pressure to keep my nerves calm, although I don't understand why they are not already.

I mean really where do these worries come from?

An irrational place of fear and uncertainty. A place of questioned faith. Faith into the unknown. Lack of faith not so much in Gods ability but in my own. In my own ability to not follow the same circle. Fall into the same gravity that seems so easy and obtainable.

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Paradise7 6 years ago from Upstate New York

Find some serenity through prayer...can you? Or through reading an inspirational and soothing work.

Change the channel in your mind. Don't be afraid. It's all gonna be ok. You're fine. You're competent to live or you wouldn't be here.

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Hokey 6 years ago from In the energy.

Keep writing! Let it out! Good for you!

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foreignpress 6 years ago from Denver

Yes, I have to agree with Hokey. You've said a great deal in very few words. Your choice of words is excellent, and your thought processes are deep and flowing. In fact, one is left with wanting more. You really are a very interesting writer. In fact, I'll add you to my "favorites" list.

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Sunshiney31 6 years ago Author

Thanks foreignpress,your compliment is taken to heart thanks again for following....

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Mentalist acer 6 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

Self-reliance is the beginning of reliance to stable relationships be that spiritualy or simply an healty optimism of worth!;)

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Sunshiney31 6 years ago Author

Mentalist acer I don't understand what you mean by self-reliance...I want to so can you please explain further?

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Mentalist acer 6 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

For myself I need to be emotionaly as well as situationaly independent,I was'nt really referring to smoking,thats physical dependence that most probably happened by chance...To muster up needed faith look within by taking one baby step then another;)

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Sunshiney31 6 years ago Author

OK well thanks for your advice...the smoking is behind me :) But still I have alot of work to do on myself...or I guess I should say alot of work I need to let God do.I've tried to do this thing myself and it's just not working.So again thank you.

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