Diary Of A Mad Mexican Woman

 

I always say my poems are better when I’m angry

My heart longing and famished I’m hungry

As anger sets and takes control

As I sit and wander obscurity takes a stroll

It pumps with hatred inside

No way I will mask or hide

This feeling I call my pride

Sit back and enjoy this ride

They say I wear my heart on my sleeve

I don’t care, for me, please don’t grieve

I will find it along my way

Just let me take this dark walk and astray

Everything I touch turns to dirt

I will not pretend and hide behind a skirt

The feelings I bash onto my key board

I feel adrenaline hit my blood I scored

Like heroin it consumes my soul

Never a flat line lived so dull

I say what I feel no hidden stories

No shelved emotions, No inventories

I pluck each petal one at a time

No words are spoken just a crime

Of what was committed in my mind

My teeth are stuck and move to grind

Anger has set and placed on cruise control

Mission accomplished achieved my goal

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dallaswriter 5 years ago from North Carolina

Vote up and awesome! No way do I want to get on your bad side... LOL! Aren't these really the emotions anger brings out in all of us. thank you for being honest enough to say it! Well done....


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

Ok you. I'm trying to work here, but instead, I laugh the hell out loud...

This is my Bella, a love of my life, the only one I know that's an angel when strifed, so look out cruel world, there's no injustice you see, that this woman can't conquer and bring to its knees...

Hell yes...pray for me, I'm in love with a "Mad Mexican Woman"... (with all due respect of course) =/...;)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Dallas, No need to worry lol I really do not act this way towards people it is all an expression of my feelings. Yes honesty is the best poilicy. Thank you :)

Lol sorry bb. You should know me I hold nothing back I call it like I see it lol hugs!!!

smiles :)

bella


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Mentalist acer 5 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

Lead the way Bella to a better day.;)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Acer, I have I had to let out some steam lol the old bella came out oops sorry!! It was bound to happen!!

smiles :)

bella


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Spirit Whisperer 5 years ago from Isle of Man

Who needs afire in the house in winter when you can read this kind of fiery emotion that explodes from the page. Wow!


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Fossillady 5 years ago from Saugatuck Michigan

Great guns afire! Nine times out of ten anger is justified, it's there for a reason, it gives us power, but not to abuse it! Good one my little MMW!


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Bumpsysmum 5 years ago from Cambridgeshire

bellawritter23, I so totally agree - I write all my best stuff when I'm either really ticked off or really depressed - sad but true, excellent write :-)


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TheSenior 5 years ago

I liked it - followed nicely. Congrats on your poems being published.


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No_Clue 5 years ago

bella, I had to chuckle when I read this...I do my best work when the anger adrenaline is pumping too! I could see them keys a-smokin! You go, Girl!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Spirit, Lol what can I say this little emotion called anger holds my heart hostage at times I gotta feed it so I can unlock it thanks for reading!!

Lady, I blew my pistols and slid them back into my hoisters. lol thanks for reading!!

Bumpsys, I think quite a hand full can relate thanks for stopping by and showing my art some love :)

Senior, Thank you a huge acomplishment for me!!

No_Clue, My keys were actually smoking my ears were as well and my top part of my head blew off lol :)

smiles :)

bella


MrDSpade2 5 years ago

Anger indeed, can be fuel for alot of things, you've written about well here, bellawritter23.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Mr., Thanks a bunch it fueled my fire lol!!

smiles :)

bella


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lilyfly 5 years ago from Wasilla, Alaska

Yes. All the best writers are leaving- I just found you!!! lily


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Lily, Thank you for finding me as I found you!!

Smiles :)

bella


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epigramman 5 years ago

....well as Johnny Lydon (ex-Johnny Rotten) sang in his group PIL (after he left the Sex Pistols) .."Anger is an energy!"


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Epi you are the greatest you rock like a star :)


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Plarson 5 years ago from Alabama

Bella- I see your words being inspired by your anger, but between the lines I feel a sense of sadness that the words had a need to be "aired out". Strong, powerful stuff as always. -P


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

P., Yes I really don't get along with sadness but someway and somehow it just finds me that darn old sadness well it is what it is see ya soon luv!!!

smiles :)

bella


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Micky Dee 5 years ago

You are very smooth bella. Great stuff. God bless.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Micky thanks a bunch really I always say my best comes at my worst times in life. Carries true and distinct emotions.

bella

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