Memories, tears, pain & bitterness
Is all that you've left behind,
Leaving me in this eternal mess.
For those few moments spent with you,
I've to deal with this life times loneliness.
For believing in you & your sweet words,
I'm left with lingering doubts about love & my ownself.
Trusting you with my heart
Has proved me fatal.
I'm left with no emotions
And things I can never really tell.
Loving You sincerely
Has cost me more than my life,
You've left me with eternal scars that will never heal
And wounds that I can never hide.
I never thought those innocent eyes
Of yours would lie to me.
I should've known that mesmerizing smile
Would someday lead me astray.
I was in love with the angelic you
Who I thought existed.
I was in love with everything you did
And everyword you said.
I was in a state of trance where
Everything was so beautiful & perfect.
But your lies brought me back to reality
Leaving me completely blank & perplexed.
Though it was agonizing I let you go.
Because I thought I was better off without your lies.
I thought I would be better off without you...
But here I am sitting in the dark crying over the things
That could've been if and only if your lies were true.
I'm still here crying because of the fact
That I love you more than you would ever know
And I miss you more than I would ever show..
© Hajira Ehsan
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