Fifty Shades of Yearning

Where to begin
but long ago in my constant commitment
to selfishness
unchained as it would seem
The need to please would not often
desert me

If only you knew what lay beneath the smile
the touch
Yet now ?
Not one answer came to the question
asked
Could you have been mine

Yet onward I marched like a soldier of
pity aligned in perfection
the perfect fool
And I remain but
fooled again

And so are we not all but fools?
answer me now
Before it all begins
again and
again

What we always thought was this need
wasn't it but just another tint of
color
Another shade of
yearning


Comments 9 comments

Sunnie Day 4 years ago

Very good my friend....there must be at least 50 shades of yearning ...The heart is so magnificent..maybe fooled once more..but given the chance to love once more..I think it would. Happy Labor Day,

Sunnie


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ahorseback 4 years ago Author

You must have a great day too Sunnie Day MY friend , thank you ....:-}.


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teaches12345 4 years ago

Good reflection on yearning, we do sometimes look back and wonder about things could have been.


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Gypsy Rose Lee 4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

Voted up and beautiful. The heart wouldn't be a heart if it didn't yearn.


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Joy56 4 years ago

lifes experiences light up our future...... hugs nice hub to start this Wednesday morning.


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ImKarn23 4 years ago

Owwwww...yearning for something so badly can cause such passion and pain. It can last lifetimes, for better or for worse..

love yo stuff, cowboy!


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Vinaya Ghimire 4 years ago from Nepal

Hi ahorseback,

this poem is so profound and beautiful. There is eternal depth in this composition.


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TToombs08 4 years ago from Somewhere between Heaven and Hell without a road map.

I have been a fool more times than I care to admit or remember. Great poem, ahorseback. :)


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ahorseback 4 years ago Author

Thank you all so much , yearning ......my life mission ! lol.....;-}

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