Glass, Knives, and Blades

I have heard this once to many times. I am guilty of this little thing here called cut along the dotted line. I was always to afraid of doing it I figured I was still alive for a reason. We all hear about suicides and emotions. Well I wrote this poem because I am hearing more and more teenagers finding a trend in cutting themselves. I find it hard to believe as I have two step daughters who are teenagers and I try my best to support them and listen when they need to be heard. So if you got a teenager at home make them aware of how important they are and how much you love them no matter what..... Lets love our children unconditionally and show them eternity. Thanks for reading

Cut along the dotted line.....

 

Glass, knives, and blades

Slicing deep it all seems to fade

They all cut the same

A vertical cut I wish to play a game

Blood spills and glides against

A presence I felt or maybe sensed

My nude colored skin and stain

Not one but two it numbs all this pain

I wonder what they will think

When they find all my blood in the sink

Honestly I really do not care

I know I will give them a scare

No one seems to care anyhow

Against the porcelain tub my head takes a bow

Dead or alive to them it just won’t matter

A broken reflection mirror shattered

A little girl inside crying all alone

As I exhale a heart broken groan

No one to tell her the words she wants to hear

One thing she always taught me was to never live in fear

 

How many stories must we live to hear like this

A life of eternal salvation and all will dismiss

If only we rejoiced in all accounts and trials

A closed case of blues in a cabinet of files

Hells gate is easy to find in every decision made

He masks himself and will fake and masquerade

Lead you into a deep dark hole and burry you alive

It’s up to you to put up a fight and want to survive

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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I sooo love your work... and you!!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Will, I heart you tooo :)


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I was thinking..(watch out)... that with such beautiful thoughts and wise words, that much like this innocent lost soul, our words, your words, could bleed beyond the hubs, and yes, like your wonderful books, but more, as plays. Shakespeare did it. He immersed us. Took us to the deepest places of our hearts. These precious words could be a play. Soft lights, a majestic set, tearful music, and Bella's words. I see it. It needs to be built. It needs to be said....


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

You give me too much credit....


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I only finish what you start...


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

Check your e-mail in a few minutes..


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

LOL, Very true like two peas in a pod....


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Mentalist acer 5 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

Emotional pain that is so intense that it need be silenced with physical pain is one mental experiment that I have no words for,so thank you for yours Bella.;)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Acer, It scares me to even think of all that goes on in the mind of the teens in our society.. Thanks for reading as always

bella


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dallaswriter 5 years ago from North Carolina

Bella,

You have a great talent for addressing the darkest and solitude corners of our fears! As a parent all I can say is "This scares the hell out of me"! The fear that my child could be in so much pain, so helpless that they fall into this as a form of acceptance or escape! You are a deep soul who has loved hard and endured much... just ordered your book too! Can't wait to read it:)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Dallas, It scares me as well. When my lil sister was about 16 15 maybe I would take her to help me work my place of business and we walked into a vacant vicinity and it had a stair way leading down and a chandelier hanging over head she said wow this would be a great place to hang myself and then she changed it when I turned and starred with fright I immediately told my mom and we had a very long talk at the time she was being teased by girls at school and they were taunting her. Well the main girl who taunted her ended getting rapped and she told a so called friend that person went and told the whole school well the girl that taunted my sister and got rapped ended up hangin herself at a park around the corner from where my mom lives this is all too scary and close for comfort it is unfortunate to hear these gut wrenching stories. And thank you 10 times for purchasing my book much love and respect!!

smiels :)

bella


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Hyphenbird 5 years ago from America-Broken But Still Beautiful

The poem does tell a sad trend in our society. I have always found cutting fascinating and attractive. I wrote even a poem about it also many years ago. Once I was mature the desire went away. I never acted on it.

Your Hub makes my heart hurt for these young people.


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mckbirdbks 5 years ago from Emerald Wells, Just off the crossroads,Texas

You are a pillar of strength. Your children can draw from your reserve if needed. With your continued outpouring of love for them they are safe from such thoughts.


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Tankadin 5 years ago

You are very talented. Your poem really hit home with me. Great hub.


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daravuthz 5 years ago from Cambodia

Great Hub and Good Luck!


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

i have a friend who used to follow this trend and Id like to believe ive been of some help keeping him from it. good poem. its an issue that needs speaking on.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Hyphen, I honestly believe once in our life time we wanted to inflict pain on ourselves once here or there I think the going gets tuff and we just seek different avenues on trying to release. Thanks for reading...

Mc, I hope I am a pillar and not a post lol Thanks for reading... :D

Tank, Thanks a bunch I appreciate the comment and the visit.

Dara, Thank you!!

Nikki, Thats great to hear and you are an angel to him I bet for giving guidance... You are sunshine see I tell ya!!!

smiles :)

bella


marellen 5 years ago

Bellawritter, It sounds like you are paying attention too your teenagers and that is half the battle. Don't ignore them. My daughter has a friend who did this and when we found out, we both knew something wasn't right at home. We have been her second family and there for her. Communication is so important in any relationship. Great hub.


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Fossillady 5 years ago from Saugatuck Michigan

You're a good mother and you should be proud! I am proud of you!


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dallaswriter 5 years ago from North Carolina

Bella, thanks for going there on so many "not so warm and fuzzy topics"... hugs sweet girl:)


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Sharyn's Slant 5 years ago from Northeast Ohio USA

Hi Bella,

This is SO VERY POWERFUL. I have a niece who cut herself. I believe she stopped but I am not positive. My sister says she has stopped. It was a few years ago and she just turned 18 last week. I worry about her all the time. I just saw my niece on Easter. She looked good and appeared to be doing well. I hope so. Thanks for writing this!

Sharyn


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Bumpsysmum 5 years ago from Cambridgeshire

Very brave topic to address and so very well acheived in this bitter-sweet poem. I have known self harmers, and I went through a very short period of contemplating it but fortunately I escaped the cause before it became a fact. I applaud your words and love your work :-)


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Tom Rubenoff 5 years ago from United States

It's crazy out there these days. Peer pressure is much worse than it seems it ever was. Thank you so much for writing this


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chspublish 5 years ago from Ireland

Wow..brave in the forefront of this topic.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Mare, I try my best they have been in my lives since they were 4 and 2 now 15 and 13. THey are not of my blood but I treat them as if they came of me. I love them like they are my own and respect them. They are my loves...

Lady, THank you I feel proud and proud of it lol!!

Dallas, My outreach is to hit home on every topic I choose may not always be the case but I try!! Thanks again..

Sharyn, I am sorry to hear that of your niece I hope she continues to stay strong with lifted spirits and strengthens the mind as to we are notw we are only granted permission to be stationized on this planet for a short period of time!! Best wishes to you both!!!

bumpsys, I wanna say it has reached a few of us much faster and others not at all but we overcome the issue!!

tom, Peer pressure is the worst I believe... THanks for the comment!!

Ch, thank you very kindly!!

smiles :)

bella


MrDSpade2 5 years ago

If those who drowned in thoughts of suicide read this, you would have opened many eyes, bella, brilliantly written, you had my attention from beginning to end.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Mr. I hope so I am so scared of my step daughters doing this because they hear so much of it that I tell their mom to be so cautious and observant. thanks for reading :)

smiles :)

bella


Poetic Fool 5 years ago

"A closed case of blues in a cabinet of files" Wow! Nice piece, bella. You made me feel something here.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Poetic, Thank you! I have been here and I know the devastation that leads you to this point I just cannot bare to see others at this point so I felt a need to write on this topic thatnk you for the follow and comment!!

smiles :)

bella


Jessica Brock 5 years ago

Wow, coming from experience, you couldn't of put this any better.

Breath taking!


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A.A. Zavala 5 years ago from Texas

Cutting is insidious. The poem speaks to the pain and reasons why people do this to themselves. Beautiful...


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Jessica, thank you experience is what tells the greatest stories I figured :D

A.A. I admit it is. But so many in a trend of doing for multiple reasons. I still find it wrongful doing.. Thank you...

smiles :)

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