Gone Is The Butterfly

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some days I dance, twilrling on flower petals

sprite like, dusting all who approach with light

at peace with the world and my thoughts


I am as young and vibrant as a butterfly

floating on the gentle breezes of good fortune

entertained by every passer by


today I lay, left in an unnatural position

brittle and dull as a brown moth, still

at one with the dust on a window sill


the world a puzzling sinister place

filled with enticing hazards in wait

to lure and scorch my naivete


the metamorphosis from desirable to dowdy

from elegant to awkward, of course

hatched in my perception


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Jeff May 5 years ago from St. Louis

I've been away from hubs for awhile, but nice to know the quality of your work is as vibrant as ever. I enjoyed reading this silently, then listening to it, both excellent and uniquely different experiences.


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I just can't get enough of you speaking your poetry Randy -- 33 tracks now... wow .. you're incredible..I love your voice, not to mention your poetry.. What a gift you are...

Thanks so much for everything...


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thanks Jeff. Nice to see you back.

Thanks BB. It is nice to have such a loyal follower.


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alekhouse 5 years ago from Louisville, Kentucky

Listening to you read your poetry adds such another wonderful dimension. I just love that you are adding your voice to your poems. You are definitely ready to read in public!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

They prefer you memorize your stuff aleknouse and I'm a disaster in that area. Thank you for your vote of confidence though :)


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

Memorizing is easy Randy. It just takes lots of repetition in a variety of environments, in front of friends too perhaps. If I can memorize my line in my plays, you can do it too, I'm sure...My memory is toast..

Go girl..it would wonderful, I'm sure...


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

If I had one stand out piece I could probably do it BB. But I get tired of my stuff so fast that I'm always on to the latest pieces.


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bbnix 5 years ago from Southern California

I know what you mean Randy...We'll keep working at it and we'll know our important pieces as they present themselves...

And if I can say so once again, to me, all your writing is incredible..


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thank you kind sir.


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Tom Rubenoff 5 years ago from United States

I always read from a paper. I'm old. Deal with it.

Anyway, memorizing is a skill. Mesmerizing is a talent, and you got it, Randy.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Mesmerizing? Me? Big smiles!!


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Tom Rubenoff 5 years ago from United States

Written and, um, orally -- yes. :)


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

lol.


Claudia Schönfeld 5 years ago

yes - i know both of them and i am both of them as well... sometimes it can change in minutes from butterfly to moth...good write randy


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Cardisa 5 years ago from Jamaica

Hey Randy, you say it so well. The whole time I have been trying to picture myself as a moth or butterfly.


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Wayne Brown 5 years ago from Texas

Your beauty is always present in the verses you write. On that basis, you are an eternal butterfly. Nice work! WB


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MartieCoetser 5 years ago from South Africa

So true:

"... the metamorphosis from desirable to dowdy

from elegant to awkward, of course

hatched in my perception...."

I enjoyed the sound track too!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Me too Claudia. I takes a bit longer to get back to feeling like a butterfly.

Thank you Cardisa! When I think of you, I definitely think butterfly. One of those brightly colored ones.... like the rhetus periander.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Oh Wayne you are a charmer. Thank you.

Hi Martie! Thanks I'm trying to get over my stage fright. Sound Cloud is a big help.


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Enigmatic Me 5 years ago from East Coast Canada

Creatures of our environment. Some days we are elegant and so meant. Other days... well as the song goes... some days are rocks. And we feel that.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Some day the windshield some days the bug! Thanks for popping by EM


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

exquisite!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Hi Nikki, thanks so much :)


Pat Hatt 5 years ago

Wow nice write on transformation that takes place

Sometimes right in front of ones face

Also interesting use of your hub

Not just another in the blogger club

Enjoyed the read and the picture just helps invoke the words that much more


Anthony Desmond 5 years ago

brilliant piece, Randy!


brian 5 years ago

dawdry? pfshaw! beauty only cahnges as the stage does...love the dance allusion, my wife was a dancer for 18 years...at least on the ballet stage...


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Hi Pat. I've been on Hubpages for over two years, just now found you guys :)

Thank you Anthony!

I only dance of flowers when I'm in pixie form.... or maybe saturday nights in GNO form. lol.


brenda w 5 years ago

I love this, glad to come across your work. It is beautiful to hear it in your voice.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thank you so much Brenda. One Stop has really opened up a world of wonderful poets to me. So.... homey :)


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saddlerider1 5 years ago

Well you most certainly float like a butterfly and sing like a bee, reciting your beautiful poetry. Very nice to not only read you my fellow poet but to be blessed with your enchanting voice. Wonderful, simply exquisite scribe, I enjoyed the dusting you left as you fluttered by my feather quill laying next to my silent verse. Hugs


Other Mary 5 years ago

Perception is so powerful...I can absolutely relate to this one. You express it well.


ayala 5 years ago

I love this!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Your words are like nectar SR. Thank so much.

Hi Other Mary. Thanks for commenting.

I'm glad you did ayala :)


lori 5 years ago

I always like coming here, and some days it's easier to dance than others, isn't it? Today, I feel like a moth on a dusty window sill for sure.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thanks Lori. Somedays dancing is as removed from me as flying a space shuttle. The day I wrote this I was dust indeed. Not today though... I'm all spritely.


Alive aLwaYs 5 years ago

very nice piece, we all fall prey to such perceptive, halting and self-arresting thoughts.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Alive - and here I thought I was the only one.


Percy Freeman 5 years ago

This is a very nice poem! It truly is about perception in most aspects of life.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

All perhaps. Thanks for coming by Percy.


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Twilight Lawns 5 years ago from Norbury-sur-Mer, Surrey, England. U.K.

This is nice, Randy. Sad and somehow inevitable. It flowed so well.

"at one with the dust on the windowsill"... perfect


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thanks for taking the time to come by TW. I've got parties all weekend. I need to find my inner butterfly.


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Twilight Lawns 5 years ago from Norbury-sur-Mer, Surrey, England. U.K.

Vampire, I would have thought, but

You say Butterfly and I say vampire

You say potato and I say tomato.

Tra la la!

Have a great time.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Vampire, me? I'm more of a sweet fairy.... mostly (she smiled wryly).


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Web World Watcher 5 years ago

Beautiful poetry. You entries are a gift to the hub-iverse.


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Why thank you WWW!


Doug Turner Jr. 5 years ago

I think we can all sympathize with this narrator. Some days everything feels right, our words full of timely wit -- other days, we lay like the brittle and dull dead butterfly; not ourselves. Or maybe it's just all in our "perception". I don't know, but damn, I forgot how much fun it is to read and ponder people's words...


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

And I've missed being pondered by you Doug :P


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Neil Sperling 5 years ago from Port Dover Ontario Canada

Cool poem.... I love your audio connections. mmmwwwaaah


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thanks for coming by for a read Neil. Feel free to comment over there.


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Cheeky Girl 5 years ago from UK and Nerujenia

Wow, the poetry just works so amazingly here. You are a natural talent with words. And I just checked out this poem in the Audio version. Bravo. This is bold and new, and you read this so beautifully too. Hubs are going in new amazing directions here. Rating up and awesome!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thanks Cheeky Girl! The audio is my latest project. I've gone from to scared to death to totally comfortable with it, in about a month and a half.


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acaetnna 5 years ago from Guildford

This is so beautiful and flows so gently just like a butterfly. Awesome to hear you saying your poem too. Oh ... and I also adore the picture - beautiful. Rating up and pressing those buttons too!


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

Thank you sweet girl! I'd say I lucked out with this picture but I actually spent hours looking for it. Not luck so much as stubbornness. :)


JadedLove 5 years ago

Such beauty in your heart. I see it, I feel it, I understand nothing. You are AMAZING Randy...

Johnny Love


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Randy Behavior 5 years ago from Near the Ocean Author

"Giggles" Two out of three aint bad Johnny. Thanks for the sweet comment.

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