How Long Is Forever


Forever is the feeling since I began noticing another pulsating life in my womb;

The minutely, hourly, daily and the feeling of the infinity of awareness and experiences of speculations and excitements caused by the thoughts that one day I will be holding my beautiful baby in my arms, seems forever to live by;

And nine months of experiencing such fragments of time seems forever;

Within this period variety of complex emotions and anxieties pitch in;

Sometimes exciting, and at times fearful feelings that anything can happen in just a moment of carelessness and poof!

The dream is gone…

Nine months in this condition seems forever;

Forever it may seem when you are still in the midst of such dilemma;

But forever actually begins in the now;

And forever carries us through till a dream is finally made into a material reality;

And the joy is endless when the baby is born;

Life had changed!

You are now a complete woman, a mother;

Where unconditional love and infinite responsibility are twins which make life more beautiful, exciting and meaningful for as long as you live through forever…


How long does it take, My Love, to wait until the day when you and I will be in each other’s arms forever?

Living every fragment of my time in this life without you by my side to cuddle, to kiss, to hug, to caress;

Seems forever;

This is a painful forever, the forever in the midst of a dilemma;

The dilemma which sometimes trigger some fears that it takes only a moment of carelessness to shatter all the wonderful dreams we dreamt for our lives together;

It takes Wisdom to guide us in every step of the way, in every fragment of time that we are apart;

Wisdom keeps assuring me that another stage of forever is coming our way;

Such forever that sees us in each other’s arms for the rest of eternity!

The forever that makes our dreams come true materially!

The forever that completely change my life to the next level;

Such forever where eternal love twins with responsibility to have you, to hold you and to be with you eternally!

Forever begins now, now that other beatings are constantly and consistently pounding in the core of my being;

In my heart, in my mind and in my soul;

Such Forever that is eternally together with you…


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Oh gees girl, You got some real drama there.A little sad really. Is he the one that you wrote an article about it in one of your hubs? the one who had brain cancer?so sad if he was the one, Guess what ?I am going to spend a few days in a Russian Orthodox monastery about 400 kilometers away from Helsinki, Finland. It will be interesting to stay ina russian orthodox monastery with all the monks.Need to get some spiritual refocusing .


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, really enjoy reading your interesting life story...romance and education alike...you're great! Destiny is very playful in my life especially in my life of romance and education. After my 4-year missionary years which I consider very educational, sociable to a certain extent and highly spiritual, I still feel emptiness in terms of socializing with my peer group. My high school classmates had finish their degrees at the time I came outr from the missionary and this made me despondent. When I came back to Cagayan de Oro City, I vowed to myself that I would pursue a college education. My Dad was a fanatic Pastor and said that I did not need a secular education. He betrothed me to a young Pastor missionary by the name Ben Gan who was assigned in Indonesia as a missionary Pastor...by the time Ben Gan came back to the Philippines to marry me I was already a Bible Woman and was meant to be a Pastor's wife...gosh that did not sound glamorous to me...for this I ran away and stayed in my Auntie's house who tried to send me back to secular school...was a Protestant school actually, Pilgrim Institute, I was already 20 years old and I was still third year high school...it was at this time when I was kidnapped by a Martial Law military officer who eventually became my husband for 18 years and the father of my two children...he was 13 years older than me. It was in that marrriage that I was able to pursue my study...it was a good life, at least financial-wise. I passed the scholarship exam of MSU-IIT and there I finished my BSBA-ECONOMICS degree. I was already 30 when I finished my undergrad Bachelor, then proceeded to take my MAE with two majors, Teaching English as second Language and Schools Administration and Supervision. I was already a public school teacher while I proceeded to take my MBA followed by Law. The MBA I finished but Law did not, marriage problems cut that pursuit. Marriage to my kidnapper but good at first, at least during the time of my innocence but I had grown up and had outgrown him eventually. I left him and married a New Zealander who first was my penpal...then we lived in Angeles City where he co-owned two hotels. I was the president for the Filipino corporation of 16 Australians. The marrriage to the New Zealander ended after 10 years when he died. At the same time that I worked as manager in one of the hotels, I was also teaching in SPCC, it was here that I met my long time best friend, in 1995. I was popular with foreigners who were guests in our hotels, not many filipina workers there or girl friends and wives has educational attainment as I had...in fact many of them worked as prostitutes...was really very disgusting to be surrounded by these types of people...and this was the main reason why I continued to teach...just to get away from the crowd that very disgusting values system...

Travel for fun...one of my dreams that had not come true yet...cannot afford to do that and the paper works for travel...average Filipinos like me are not that lucky, we are known to travel to get a job and to send back home the money...just like you I had stopped working three years ago, at the time I married my husband now...within this length of time all I did was to do paper works for my going to the U.S. and it's still not halfway...the bureaucracy is just disgustingly slow and circuitous.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

oh lala, you got some interesting escapades then.Definitely more colorful than mine,LOL!.I went to UST for Medical Technology and then when I moved to the States in 82, I did some masters courses at University of California Berkeley. I worked as a research technologist for Stanford University in their different Laboratory Research Departments and also at University of CAlifornia Medical School for genetic Research,I am not working anymore since more than 2 years ago because I have to take care of my mom who is 92 years old. I never really dated much and the first boyfriend I had, was French pilot whom I was introduced to by a friend who went to Paris for school.Long story but i fell hook line and sinker for him and I followed him to Paris only to be disappointed. when I got there. I dropped him and came back to California and met my husband on the plane from Paris to San Francisco.He was in Paris for a business trip. I was actually on the rebound when my husband asked me for a date. I was not interested meeting anyone at time. But he was persistent and I ended up marrying him.LOL! Destiny, I think. hahaha! It is not a perfect marriage by any means but what marriage is? Inspite of it all, I wouldn't trade my marriage for anything else. It is comfortable but nowhere near perfect.That,I am completely aware. I travel for pleasure but no way will I travel for work. LOL!


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Hi Globe, such a nice story... travel would have been very very interesting to me too if I did not confine myself in the academe for such a long time.. In my youth, from age 15 to 19, I had crisscossed the Philippines from Mindanao to Luzon as a missionary. I know the excitement of seeing beautiful voews and meeting people of various traditions...that was just in the Philippines, what about foreign cultures...must be very exciting. My whims about marrying a foreign man started in my childhood. There was this boy, Jonathan Escobar, son of a missionary who I had a crush even when I was 10 years old..to me he was such a handsome boy, he is 3 years older than me and we were very close every time he visited our house in Cgayan se Oro City. Many missionaries lived in our house for years in my childhood. Then when I was 3rd year high school, my first MU was an American, Robert Howard...I just know that my "beauty" is attractive to foreigners, where I am considered ugly for most Filipinos, I am dark brown and curly hair...beauty for Filipinos is fair skin and straight hair. My husband now is a very calm and sensible person too. I had been married for 10 years with a New Zealander, he died...and I also had a British fiance too, he was my neighbor...I know how it is to be married with a foreigner...a Filipina woman has got to have a lot of self-confidence, high self-esteem, and bright that they can see without you trying hard to impress. By the way, just curious...what is the nature of your job? Is travel parrt of your work?


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

I will be in Stockholm next week, you want me to say hello to your ex boyfriend? hahaha! Just kidding.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Travel has always been my passion more than anything else.Almost like a religion to me , hahaha!!. My husband's family live outside Indianapolis and we have driven through Marion,Indiana in previous trips. I love Indiana because of its greenery and its slower pace of life. People are kind and not jaded .It's perfect getaway from the big city life in California. Hahaha! Living in hotels or airports is not as glamorous as you think it is.I still prefer to sleep at home in my own bed .No place like home as far as sleeping arrangements are concerned.I am coming back to Manila in January .Hopefully we can meet if you will not be in the USA then.Maybe you have a point with dating foreign men.There is somewhat of a fantasy attached to that but sometimes there is the rude awakening that marrying foreign man is not what it is cracked up to be. There had been pitfalls along the way and sometimes the picture is not pretty.Same with foreign men as well.They have this fantasy of marrying Asian women who are" submissive " and supposedly going to be at their beck and call. Not anymore , I don't think.Asian women are catching up with western women as far as thinking and mentality.People are the same anyway no matter where you are.Men will always be men and women will always be women.I have been lucky to marry a very sensible man although there had been bumps along the way but we came through it.That happens in all marriages I guess. Between being single and married, I still prefer to be married. That I can say.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

By God, what a life you got. I woul d be more than tired too...I have not heard any woman who travel the way you do. You may be tired but you definitely enjoy what you are doing. I can only imagine...airport to airport and living in hotels...that sounds glamorous...and visiting relatives in their birthdays, couldn't be more fun. I did not know your hubby is from Indiana, I wonder where in Indiana, that is where I am bound to live with my husband when the time comes, he is in Marion, Indiana.

Just take of yourself in all your travels, am awaiting your write ups, would be exciting to read.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Hey Jynz,oh lalala, you don't want to envy me right now.I am tired beat and jetlagged and a complete waste. Prior to my flying to Stockholm and Helsinki, I was already in around 5 flights in less than a week.My husband and I flew to Indiana to visit our family -my in laws -for our yearly visit and to celebrate my mother in law's birthday she is 83 whom i am so deeply attached .My husband is from Indiana.Went to Kentucky and Ohio as well.Then I had to turn around to fly back to California to catch my flight to Stockholm.It seems like I have been living in airports and hotels,within the last week. Total flying distance I did in less than one week is roughly about 6000 kilometers.No wonder I am so out of sync in my body.With all these different time zones and numerous flights,it is a little hard to adjust physically.Am taking it easy in my room in Sipoo Finland today. I need to adjust my mind and also to regroup physically.I am flying to Latvia this weekend and visit Riga ,the capital which is the designated European cultural capital in 2015.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Hi Globe, Woooowwww! If envy is not a negative word I will have it completely to describe my feelings about your trekking the world. I once had a Swedish boyfriend from Stockholm, Sweden...and by God, you mentioned it and what more you go there! The name of the place is so nostalgic to me. I almost had gone to the place but I just had no luck in that relationship and all plans failed...one of those disappointments in life, you know.

I am really excited to hear your story of your actual travel. I will sure read your story on that trave.

God Bless your good-natured heart, you deserve it.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Hey Jynz, sorry took so long for the response. How is your friend coping,is she alright? I just arrived in Stockholm,Sweden last night for a two week tour of the Scandinavian contries and Russia. Flying to Helsinki, Finland today then a cruise on the ferry along the Baltic sea to Saint Petersburg,Russia and to Talinn,Estonia. Tired,beat and jetlagged with all these flights but I will survive.Will be writing in hubpages about this trip.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Hi Globe, sorry, it's been more than a week since I last visited hubpages, I got busy attending to my grieving best friend. I know what she is going through right now, I had been there twice. All she needs now is a friend who really cares for her and who accepts her as a special person including her flaws, we all have that best friends included but these flaws won;t change the very special place of a best friend in one's life. That's how my loyalty to a best friend goes.

I like the humor of your statement. Before the internet was the mail order bride and my secon husband, the Kiwi (New Zealander) husband was my pen pal. I think that is how I was made although I love the people around me, I do have special romantic fascination with men in far away places. Penpal writing worked for me so does the internet...Your L'AMOUR ALA STARTREK is a sweet fascination. Yea what's next. I am already happy with my new husband that I met in the net...maybe if that someone from that other planet could happen I would prefer thatr to be my source of power to achieve effeciently all my dreams for me, my husband and my whole family, also my best friends. Hahaha, that is a very excellent suggestion to ponder on.

God Bless you Globe.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Meeting someone in the net seem to be more of the norm these days. I have met good friends in the net and they are almost like family.It is not quite surprising these days to fall in love in the net. It is not as scary as it was in the beginning as there was always a stigma attached to someone you fall in love in the net then. What if he is a creep? Hahaha!!! Joke ! Although I believe that had happened. I don't think that is the case anymore. There had been successful internet marriages. My cousin did it, my niece did it. These days that is a reality. We are living in a time of great change. What next ? Dating someone from the moon or onother creature from onother planet? hahaha!!! Sounds like a good title for a movie:" L'AMOUR ALA STARTREK " or "I Fell in Love to a UFO" hahaha!


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Yes, I agree with you...I should know, haven't my husband and I found each other through the internet? Big impact indeed!


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Hey Jynz.There is a name for that. It is called the power of the internet.You can never underestimate its impact in people's lives.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Thanks once more Globe.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Texted my info to her.she got it.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Globe my friend asked me your full name (the sender) as required to get the money. Perhaps you can tell her through her phone number? Or maybe email me in my address olive.green96@yahoo.com.

Thank you.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Wow...yes, you are eccentric in a very admirable way.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Call me eccentric but I do this all the time. I've done it to other people I've met in the net.(not personally met) .People need people.That includes people who you don't know. Trust me, this is a two way street. I get as much satisfaction in giving just the same way as the person receiving my little help is happy as well. If I can make a little difference in someone's life , well... that is my "HIGH IN LIFE" lol!


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

I can't believe I have a friend in Hubpages who literally sends money to help my friend here. Ma'am Veron is also amazed by your gesture. You don't even know her personally. Until now I am still wondering about your gesture in giving a donation to my friend. What posted in facebook about Ma'am Veron's need for financial support this time of her life was actually just intended to our friends too and especially those Ma'am Veron had helped in the past. She is also a very generous person.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Hahaha! Amaze you for what?


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Thank you so much Globe. You really amaze me. May God Bless your generous heart.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Mission accomplished. Money remitted .It's on its way.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

hey jynz, I need the pick up place where your friend wants to pic up the money. choices are Banco de oro or lhuiller.tried to call her phone but it is busy. been trying to call her since yesterday.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel

Hi Globe, following is a copy of the information I had emailed you. I copy it here so you can see here what I had sent you in case you won't receive the email. Ma'am Veron had given me authorization to give you her information. My email is olive.green96@yahoo.com.

Hi Globe,

following is the information of Ma'am Veron:

Full name: Veronica M. Miguel

Addrrress: Unit A Morning Glory, Morning Sun Subd., Dolores, San Fernando Pampanga, Philippines

Cell phone number (+63) 9228532322

email address: vmalano@yahoo.com


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Yes I had sent it. I will check again, but it says here that it was sent already.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Jynz ,checked my email but the info is not there. Were you able to send it?


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

I now have the information, I will email it


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Jynz, sorry to get back to you so late.I was caught up in a board meeting and attending a conference then had to rush to the airport to drop my husband for a business trip. I need the following info from your friend: full name as written on her 2 pieces of Id, physical address,cellphone number, and email address. You can email the info to my email address: jmm123_md@hotmail.com


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Hi Globe...I had just called Ma'am Veron, she had not checked on her facebook lately because she is still in the wake...the cremation will be tomorrrow...I had told her about you and your intention to help...she was very appreciative...She said that whatever details you will need from her, I can provide. What information would you want?


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Jynz, I just sent a message to your friend through facebook.Please check with her if she got my message as my message might have gone to her spam folder since I am not her friend in facebook. I need personal info on her so I can remit financial help for her.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Okay, take care. I told her about you in facebook. Maybe tomorrow I will give her a call so she won't be wondering.

Thanks again Globe.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Will check her out there. Am on my way to a meeting .wil get back to you.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Her facebook account is Veronica Malano-Miguel.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

What is her facebook name. Will contact her there. I can remit money quickly through my US bank account.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel ,

Hi Globe, I did not know you can check me out in facebook. I had just come back from the funeral parlor. This friend is actually my best friend for almost 2 decades now, she is Ma'am Veron...she also writes here in Hubpages, her pen name here is Tenkay. You really have a generous heart for asking such question. I will be embarrassed to say that she need some financial help, it's a long story...I had just given her some 10k in pesos. She did not ask but when I told my husband about what happened to my friend's husband she sent the P10k for my friend. I would be eternally grateful if my friend here in Hubpages could help a little for my best friend. I am not sure how the money could reach her. If it would be through me it can only be through Western Union...If in case you really have the willingness to help then I would be very proud of you. Thank you so much Globe...actually I feel awkward even in writing this response to you. You really surprise me. May God Bless your good heart.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

Hey Jynz, just checked out your facebook page . You mentioned a friend of yours whose husband passed away and needs financial assistance. How can I help?


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

teaches12345,

Exactly. Thank you teaches12345.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Globetrekkermel,

Thanks for the encouraging words Globe.


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Globetrekkermel 2 years ago from CALIFORNIA

The day will come and you will be glad you stuck to it.Forever will be a word you can write it off through the wind.It will be sooner than you think.


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teaches12345 2 years ago

One can wait forever to meet with their beloved. Lovely poetry.


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Jynzly 2 years ago from Marion, Indiana, USA Author

Gypsy Rose Lee ,

Hi Thanks for the encouraging words.


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Gypsy Rose Lee 2 years ago from Riga, Latvia

Wonderful sentiments. Very expressive.

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