I Did It Because He Didn't Love Me

My visit with the doc.


“I loved him, I wanted him, and I cared for him. He was my one and only. He never knew how to love me. All he did was take, but he never extended a give. I did anything and everything for him. He would call and I would come running. So sick it was.”

“What was so sick, tell me Georgia?” asked the doc.

“It was sick how much I loved him. Sick I say, and will continue to say. He couldn’t understand that I was so in love with him and just wanted him all for me. He wouldn’t stop though. He kept going and going. He didn’t care that my heart was bleeding for him. I was the only one who felt the need to love.”

“What made you love him?”

“I don’t know I can’t answer that.”

“Why?”

“Next question doc.!”

“Ok” the doc paused “Tell me what made you do it?”

“He made me do it. He didn’t love me and didn’t appreciate me. He thought that I had no emotions. I couldn't handle the daily humiliation. But I am human too and he didn’t understand how bad he was hurting me. If only he would have listened to me maybe he would still be breathing.”

“Georgia, tell me what happened.”

“It was a beautiful morning and he got out of bed to get ready for work. I laid there starring at him as he gathered his clothes to take a shower. He looked back at me and told me I was beautiful. I smiled and continued gazing. He didn’t know I wasn’t the same me anymore. I was dead! I had no heart left to feel his words. It was about the time for him to leave to his office so I got up and put on my robe and walked him to the front door. As he took the step to walk out he turned back and held me tight and said he loved me and gave me a kiss like if he knew it was his last day walking.”

“Keep going Georgia, you’re doing great.”

“I stood at the door and watched as he reversed out the drive way. I went back upstairs and returned to the cold sheets that laid there on what was soon to be his death bed. I pulled the vile of cyanide from beneath the mattresses and contemplated the action. “

“Why Cyanide, why poison?”

“Because, I wanted an instant death I wanted him to feel how I felt every time he cheated. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and my heart was going to stop. That’s exactly how I felt.”

“So, then what happened.”

“Time traveled pretty quickly. I managed to clean the house and prepare everything for our romantic dinner that I had mentioned to him a week prior.”

“So, then you premeditated his death?”

“Yea, if that’s what you call it.”

“Ok, continue”

“Well, the time had come and he was pulling into the drive way. The roast was cooked, the candles where blazing, and the champagne bubbling. I prepared the plates and sprinkled the vile over his plate. I placed them on the table and I I waited. I wore this lace corset with a garter, and fishnet thigh highs and stiletto shoes. I also wore black satin gloves that extended to my elbows. He liked when I dressed up for him like that. The keys jingled outside the door his shadow reflected in the window, I sat and sipped on my glass of champagne. In he stepped and glanced over to the dining room area where I was seated. He said “This looks amazing Georgia.” I smiled and didn’t say a word. He hung his coat on the coat rack and sat himself down on the opposite side of the table. He rolled up his sleeves to his long sleeved white shirt. I leaned forward to reach for my fork and began to eat. He took a sip of the champagne that bubbled in front of him, and dipped the fork into the food. He ate slowly and savored the roast. He continued to eat but the silence spoke louder this night. He looked up at me and I smiled as a weary look met his eyes. The death was taking effect. I continued to eat as he grabbed his throat and gasped for air. No words exchanged just my smile I wore on my face. I watched him as the cyanide flowed within his body until he stopped breathing. I stood up grabbed my coat that hung on the rack and luggage that waited patiently inside the closet in our entrance walk way. Placed my sunglasses and walked out the door.”

“Did you call 911.”

“I did.”

“And what did they say?”

“The dispatcher answered 911, what’s your emergency?”

“And what did you say.”

“I said-I said, I poisoned my husband and then…………………………the line dropped.”


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SubRon7 5 years ago from eastern North Dakota

Bella, this is the very best fiction of yours that I have read. Writing fiction in first-person you shine!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Sub, thank you. I dont know this scene came to mind and I jotted it down. Writing in first person surely is a lot simpler. lol thanks again. :)

bella


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breakfastpop 5 years ago

This held me all the way through. Do you think a divorce would have been more practical! Up and awesome and interesting.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Breakfast, thank you divorce?? Georgia couldn't afford it also she got a little satisfaction from watching him lie there breathless in death.

bella


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Nikkij504gurl 5 years ago from Louisiana

nice! i know an ex I would like to do that too. but I wouldnt turn myself in haha, but Im not a murderer I wouldnt have it in me to do, unless it was self defense. then anything goes.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

the thoughts come does that make me crazy or insane? Does it categorize me as a murder within my mind? Oh well if its a crime to commit a crime in my head then I am doing life in a cell in my head :)

bella


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Truckstop Sally 5 years ago

Oh my! New meaning to -- the way to a man's heart is through his stomach.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Sally, I like that and so does Georgia. She said good way to view things ;)

bella


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writer20 5 years ago from Southern Nevada

Great story, congratulations. Is there more to come? Please.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

No it was just the one on one with the psych doc. Thanks for reading though.

bella


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writer20 5 years ago from Southern Nevada

I was thinking maybe Georgia finds another man and killed him or about a boyfriend.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

good Thinking maybe we shall let me plot it over night we will see where Georgia goes next.....hmmmm interesting. Thanks Writer


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Cardisa 5 years ago from Jamaica

My kinda girl. This captivating piece of writing had me from the beginning. Well done Georgia...I mean Bella....lol

I like the end....then the line dropped!


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h.a.chauhdary 5 years ago from Australia

why'd you have to kill him?? there's nothing in the story that would otherwise suggest his cruelty to Georgia. he even kissed her g'bye =D i think she was just obsessed =p Nice prose though.. loved it!


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always exploring 5 years ago from Southern Illinois

Wow Bella, This is one of your best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Cardisa, Lol thanks for thinking so, and well what can I say Georgia does what Georgia wants. And thats that!! ;)

H.a, Georgia wasn't obssessed Georgia was abused and beaten and cheated on and raped of her happiness. I only showed the psych appt. with the doc. but if I wanted to I could have turned it into a victimized story but I wanted Georgia to be the bad girl here :) Thanks for the comment and kind words

Always, You really think so?? I kinda liked it a lot to.

bella


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TheSloneGal 5 years ago

WOW that is all I can say to that one it really brought a tear to my eye lady you have some talent there you should have your things published and I thought I was a good writer shoot I aint got nothing on you and you are amazing lady.


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

TheSloneGal, you are awesome! thanks for stopping by its a great day for me to see a new face comment. I am very happy you enjoyed reading this piece it was something that I put together. lol

smiles :)

bellawritter23


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acaetnna 5 years ago from Guildford

You are the ultimate ... you have experienced the emotion and write with stunning expertise. So awesome Bella!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Ace, thank you lol. I wouldn't say ultimate lol I just write what my mind thinks it uses me that darn mind.

bella


Chuks charles Essell 5 years ago

I want to commend each and every writer in this Hub who made it to be a point of duty that they would submit their write ups for other peoples delight.


leann2800 5 years ago

Captivating yet creepy...Wow!


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Chuks, thank you for stopping by.

Leann, I agree :, Thank you!!

bella


JadedLove 5 years ago

I find my mind and soul captivated by the depth of life in your eyes. Up and awesome Bella, I am afraid i didn't press beautiful(i did, but this one is so much more).


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Stella Faleskes 5 years ago from Kiev

Honestly...its the BEST hub ever!

I enjoyed it alot!

Beautiful!

Great job! Carry on ;)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Stella Faleskes,

Thank you for the honest opinion. I appreciate it and thanks for stopping by!!

bella


jami l. pereira 5 years ago

Lol amazing story , it held me captive through the whole piece! Do i see a novel or ...? in your future? because this was awesome! great job Ms.Bella ! voted up and awesome ! :)


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bellawritter23 5 years ago from California Author

Jami,

I am excited to hear it held your attention. A novel possibly not :) Maybe a second installment but not a novel lol or maybe just not now....

T/Y Smiles and hgs

bella

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