I Don't Know if he Loves Me or Loves Me not

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I watch him walk out the door

As I feel him leaving me in spirit and body

He Loves me, he loves me not

As I know he is going to the one he claims

the one who gets the real time with him

He Loves me, he loves me not

As I touch the tender love bite he left on my neck

Just to relive last night

He Loves me, he loves me not

As I wait for days at a time for a text

I wait for a smiley face or a call

He Loves me, he loves me not

As I lay in the bed alone

Hand in my pants hoping for his arrival

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I know who his girlfriend is

But she doesnt even know I exist

He Loves me, he loves me not

As he says that he is not ready to commit to anyone

I listen to those words and decide to wait

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I lay with his dirty clothes just to get his scent

While his girlfriend lays with him

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I know that I am the one who can make him happy

I am the one made for him

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I read the invitation to his wedding

I pretend that I am just a friend

He Loves me, He loves me not

As the wedding pictures circulating

causes so much pain that even the best actress

couldn't hide the distress.

He Loves me, He loves me not

As The calls become few and far between

And the visits are no more

He Loves me, He loves me not

As I hear a knock on the door

And it is him

He Loves me, He loves me not

As he explains his problems

I offer him a bosom and a warm bed to relieve his pain

He Loves me, He loves me not

As he makes love to me

He has never made love to me like this

He Loves me

As the clock turns 12 and he rushes out the door

to his awaiting wife

He Loves me not

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