I Have Strange Feelings For You

Strange feelings about someone maybe viewed as something weird, unnatural, and or bad. However, many times strange feelings will happen when one chooses not to believe the truth about a situation. Strange feelings usually occur when your heart desires love, but your mind says no to love. Have you ever been in love, but for whatever reason refused to call it love? Or you may have even asked yourself, “Is This Love that I’m feeling?

Maybe, it was too soon after being hurt and you could not recognize the feeling of love because of the numbness from the yearning of desiring to rekindle a past love. Or maybe, you chose denial of being in love to facing the fears that you may get hurt again. If you choose to deny the possibility of falling in love then confusion of your feelings takes the place of freely loving that person. Well, I have been in such a predicament and it was during this time that this poem was created....

I Have Strange Feelings For You

Only time will tell

when I stop feeling the emptiness of a waterless well.

Every time I leave you,

my eyes sheds the morning’s dew.

I feel like a lonely flower

within minutes after one of our

timeless love affairs.

I know you are truly unaware

of these strange feelings.

After being with you I’m depressed.

This feeling is different from the rest.

I’m disillusioned as to why

when I tell you good-bye,

there seems to be a feeling of sorrow,

because I can’t see you tomorrow.

I find myself thinking about you,

whenever I’m troubled and blue.

I’m very, very confused about these strange feelings.

My love tide ebbs every time you’re near.

However, I cannot be in love with you because of fear.

A fear caused from lack of security,

My life has never seen raindrops of purity.

Therefore, I cannot understand

what celestial being is in command,

of my present feelings of depression.

If only I could find the right expression

to explain to you these strange feelings.

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Nell Rose 6 years ago from England

Hi, yes I know exactly how you feel. I hate it when I feel something for someone I shouldn't or couldn't. very true poem. Cheers Nell


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Oh yes Nell, especially when you don't know exactly how that person feels about you. I wrote this poems about a decade ago, but it is always awkward falling in love with someone new. Thanks for stopping by and commenting!


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chrismarva 6 years ago

Touching


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Laura du Toit 6 years ago from South Africa

Beautiful hub - Good music and a very beautiful touching poem.


poetlorraine 6 years ago

i thoroughly enjoyed this ....... brilliant expressions of love


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surrena 6 years ago from west palm beach, FL

love is mysterious, took me 21 years to fully and truly experience it. makes life so much different.


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Wow, Chrismarva and Laura, I'm glad you were touched by the poem. Poetlorraine, a heavy weight in poetry, I'm honored that you enjoyed one of my poems. And Surrena, great to meet you, and I'm glad you are fully experiencing love.

There's nothing better than having a special loved one that you can explore the fullness of love with. Thanks to you all for stopping by and commenting!


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Shalini Kagal 6 years ago from India

Wonderful poem - thank you! Pulls at the heartstrings - maybe because we've all been through that at some point of our lives!


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dohn121 6 years ago from Hudson Valley, New York

There's absolutely nothing wrong with being in love. The feelings that you have is a contradiction of logic and emotion. Could it be unrequited love? I know a thing or two about that as well ;)

http://hubpages.com/literature/Unrequited-Love-The...

Should you get the chance, please have a look. I really enjoyed your poem, by the way. Let your heart decide :D


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks for stopping by and commenting Shalini! I like your new avatar! It looks like some of Cris A's wonderful work...


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

I checked out your hub, Dohn thanks for sharing it with me! And you are right it does have metaphors somewhat similar to this one. Isn't it funny how when you're in the dilemma of love you feel like no one else has ever experienced anything like this? LOL! But, yet we all have at one time or another. :)


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travelespresso 6 years ago from Somewhere in this exciting world.

Your beautiful poem resonated with me. It is powerful. The comment about insecurities is so true.


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Jess Killmenow 6 years ago from Nowheresville, Eastern United States

I guess this is different than being in the mood for something strange. Nice poem, MG. Very much enjoyed :)


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Raven King 6 years ago from Cabin Fever

Confusion is a good thing? Is it Money Glitch?


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Travelespresso, yes the insecurities that one has usually get in the way of true love.

LOL Jess, sorry but, I didn't "go freaky" on this one! :)

Raven, yes confusion is usually a good thing cause it makes you stop to take a look at what maybe wrong... :)

Thanks for stopping by and commenting!


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Madison22 6 years ago from NYC

Money Glitch, Great poem I truly enjoyed reading it! Good hub I've felt that way many times-yes many, LOL. Specifically with my husband when him and I started dating. Ahh those strange feelings. Thanks!


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Ardie 6 years ago from Neverland

Hi Money Glitch, fantastic poem! Personally, I always loved those strange, unknowing feelings. They were pretty exciting :) But still, the old tried and true love trumps all once you find it.


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I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s 6 years ago

Lovely poem, MG! Is it confusion, dellerium, or intoxication... LOL I don't know, I'm confused! :D Thanks...


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Madison, Ardie, & Invictus - Thanks for stopping by and sharing your own experiences with those "strange feelings" that can occur with love. I truly agree that ahh those strange feelings, unknowing feelings, are often confusing, delirious, and oh so intoxicating. :D


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crickette_w 6 years ago

These are the words I couldn't put to the feelings I have very recently, thanks for this poem...Love it...


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prettydarkhorse 6 years ago from US

wow, Money Glitch, I can relate very well, thanks for making my early morning wonderful, Maita


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Oh, Love is so wonderful, even with all its complications, and yet, we all seem to have experienced similar feelings along the way... :D Thanks Crickette & Maita for stopping by and commenting.


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lorlie6 6 years ago from Bishop, Ca

Lovely!


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks lorlie6 for stopping by and commenting!:)


ralwus 6 years ago

Certain feelings are hard to convey in words so common. You did it beautifully, like waterless well, pure genius that. Mush better than dry well. So glad you discovered me now.


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks again ralwus, I am honored that you like my poems. I am so glad to have discovered you as well.


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loveofnight 6 years ago from Baltimore, Maryland

i see the many dark sides of love in your words, thank you for sharing them with us.


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Oh yeah this poem was written years ago when life seemed to be sooooo complex. :) Now a days I've just learned to goooo with the flow of things. Thanks for stopping by and commenting loveofnight.:)


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Chaotic Chica 6 years ago

Gorgeously written! I loved it!


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks Chaotic Chica, this was written for a special time with a special fellow. It's unfortunate we were just out of sync. :( Thanks for stopping by and commenting. :)


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epigramman 6 years ago

You are a creative anomaly and it's obvious that you love words and that words have a love affair with you!

This is poetry from the heart and it soothes my mind!


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Wow, thanks for the kind comments epigramman, I guess you could say that love can make one creative at times. :) Thanks for stopping by and commenting. :)


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schoolgirlforreal 6 years ago from USA

Beautiful poem! You are a woman with many layers.


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks for the compliment schoolgirl, I believe that there are many layers to everyone. We just need to take the time to explore them all. :) Thanks for the read. :)


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Ingenira 6 years ago

Lovely poem !


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Money Glitch 6 years ago from Texas Author

Thank you!


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dallas93444 5 years ago from Bakersfield, CA

Multi-layers, Great poem. thanks for sharing. It is timeless...


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Money Glitch 5 years ago from Texas Author

Thanks perhaps one day I will get around to sharing more of my poetry. Thanks for the read again. :)


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Cagsil 5 years ago from USA or America

Hey Money Glitch, I was hubbing about and came across this hub. I am very pleased with your expression of thoughts and feelings. It's always awesome when conscious thought takes hold to write. Thank you for sharing. Definitely Thumbs Up! :) :D


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Money Glitch 5 years ago from Texas Author

Wow, published this a long time ago, can't imagine that it would show up anywhere. LOL! Thanks for stopping by for a read, and I agree it is awesome when conscious thought takes hold to write. :)


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Mooncatcher 4 years ago from Planet Zorgula

strangers in the night exchanging glances......


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Eiddwen 4 years ago from Wales

Beautiful.


dyenkaye 3 years ago

i love that poem :)


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