I am Through

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I am Through!


Up down all around

East, West what a test

Lost found I'm a clown?


Tatter torn, oh forlorn-ed

Birthed anew oh what!

To do shew!


Hot cold Scorched

No Longer now

Lukewarm loved


Tossed about

Locked Out!

Moved


Heart Ach

Rat Snake!

Poked patched


Never Matched

Over worn

Dark clouds


Something Barrowed

I love you's now

Black and Blue


Fright Night

Oh what a Fight!

She took flight


Who? What?

Where? When?

How?


Holy Cow

Wow!

I O U ?


I

Am

Through!


GOOD BYE!


by Sinbad the Sailor Man


Get A Job ~Offspring

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Seafarer Mama 5 years ago from New England

Hi Sinbad,

The sadness, heartache, and despair that you(?) are feeling is reflected palpably in this poem.

Oscar the Grouch seems to reflect the way you (?) feel inside.

I remember being there back in the early 90's with the beau I dated before I met my husband, right before I graduated with my M.Ed. That was an excruciating semester.

Even in its personal expression of grief, this poem is universal in its heartfelt grief and angst. I bet most of us humans have felt like a bedraggled "Oscar the Grouch" inside now and then.

Hope things are going better now.


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matt6v33 5 years ago from Bangkok, Thailand

hang in there,keep going,praying 44 u


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matt6v33 5 years ago from Bangkok, Thailand


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always exploring 5 years ago from Southern Illinois

HaHa, loved it. I feel the same some days.....


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kashmir56 5 years ago from Massachusetts

Hope it pass quickly, hang in there .


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

Seafarer Mama, thank you for the read and the comment But Men are From Mars and I think women are from some totaly diferent Galaxy altogether they are diffrently wired and so scrumptious all at the same time I think the Devil Made you all as a finally test!

LOL I am only serious?

Sinbad the Sailor Man ?

You People give it up already they are a gift from God and He does have a sense of Humor! Donnie/


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

matt6v33,

Does the Bible have any scripture thats deals with Drama control? For I can't find any or I am blind to it. If I could learn this wisedom Key, I could save the world! From being such a carnal place.

I fear it is for only those who claim the kingdom Sir. It is one of those unknowns that God is keeping secrete for the over comers. It must be! I Can't wait to see what all the fus is about. I bet we're are all the same sex. And Sex was a crule Joke played upon us all By Satan! I can't wait to see How God turns this work into a Good ONE. Perfect Love Only in Heaven! Where I am Bound!

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man


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matt6v33 5 years ago from Bangkok, Thailand

i,sir,take,offense too that kind of minndset

cya


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

always exploring, Are you pulling my Leg I find that hard to believe we gentlemen folk are damn near perfect don't you Know? Maybe if I get a sex change and become a Lesbian I could understand your Kind, ;o)

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man

Where are you aliens hiding your Mother Ship?


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

matt6v33, which Mind set are you taking Offense to? Does not GOD laugh? Does Not Jesus weep? Is He so Different? Are we Not Made In His Image? Is He Not ALL in ALL? Both Male and Female?

There is no Evil in the World remember who did create It? There is only Absences of GOD in degrees. GOD is the very Air we Breathe the Very Light we see By.

He desevres Praise, But He still Whishes to be reachable. Take never an offense, but reach out and make a healing or a bridge and if you can not Hush thy Anger and thy discontent. I hope I was gentle enough.

If not it is time we grow up and show up. To be the Images of our Father and not one of his sons that is discontented with Life as we know it.

This Life It is for some still here in prison. Who walk not yet in the Spirit. Peace Brother in Christ. Laugh and spread Joy and Hope. Take the good and leave the bad. No offense was meant and It is a fine line that we walk a very tight rope even.

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

always exploring, We all feel this way I am prone to believe from time to time.

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

kashmir56, Thanks for the read and the comment.

All things shall pass they say. Time heals all wounds and even though some will take until the ending of it Time that is. It too shall pass!

Every tear and sin shall be wiped away, but we will be forgeting many who do not over come the grasp of those now ruling this our world our earth.

Let not the Lord find you sleeping and be very watchful the time is nearing, even if it is a hundred thousand years away. The Time is nearing! Look to Our Father for all your Questions! The Time is nearing the season is here.

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man


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Seafarer Mama 5 years ago from New England

Oh, but wouldn't it be a blessing to die in one's sleep instead of suffer?...But I know that isn't what you meant.

You see to have lots of flexibility of thought around spiritual matters.

Yes...when we are in tune with all the elements...and appreciate them for what they are...and appreciate them for the sacredness they bear...we will evolve spiritually to a new level.

BTW...have you seen the movie "Avatar" yet? It's awesome. I highly recommend it!


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Sinbadsailorman 5 years ago from Valparaiso, Indiana Author

Seafarer Mama Oh No I am not into that Give up and run away home stuff anymore. I think I have stated this already, But I do reflect on this topic for once it was a constant thought of mine.

Yes, I have seen Avatar and I did like it also. I know the Earth is our Mother and that God is our Father. Some would say no, but I know this is so, I wonder how and why others they are blinded to the truths I so plainly see now.

I want to go out in a Blaze of Glory and not in my Sleep! I hope God uses my death in such a way. That I do not feel pain, but instead that It instill the fear of His loss.

I wish for my death to mean something for some one, if not many some ones. But I do not fear the death of this flesh which is only my favorite coat. Thank you for the comments.

Donnie/ Sinbad the Sailor Man

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