I love my wife

and yet another attempt at poetry...or maybe just some rambling from my heart

My heart is full

I love my wife

My heart is full

Married almost 28 years

Cannot explain my feelings

Have so much confidence and fears.

My wife is weary

Her work can be very heavy, everyday worries of family and life

She has many pains in her body

I want to fix everything. I want her to be happy

Doctors say there may be a problem

Could be issues of life and death

My mind explodes with thoughts

It races of words to say, it becomes hard to breathe

She looks for me to be strong

I know the doctor has got to be wrong.

My life is crumbling as we speak

God, please give me strength

My heart is weak

I call some, close to me

Help me; I am not as strong as I want to be.

I get on my knees and beg to God

I open my heart

Please give me strength

I begin to breathe

Doctor of specialty comes in to speak

They say it is not as a bad as others may think

God rests His hands upon our shoulders

The Doctor says, we think what appears to be bad

Is not so and we have our ways

To make things better, she will be fine

Tears overcome me

My wife gives me a smile

My heart is full, once again

God is so good!

And I love my wife.

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50 Caliber 5 years ago from Arizona

Chris, excellent writing that held me all the way to what sounds a happy resting place. If this is based on your life and that of your wife, a simple yes and I'll add you two, to my prayer list, dusty


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

yes

and thanks Dusty.

:)


Sunnie Day 5 years ago

Power and beautiful. God is good all the time!

Sunnie


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Yes He is Sunnie....and I thank you for reading my hub and leaving your comments.

:)


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thebluestar 5 years ago from Northern Ireland

Beautifully written with honesty. Please remember only men cry. I am sending you some love and I hope you will find much more strength.


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breakfastpop 5 years ago

I think a happy ending is near. All the best.


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Michael Adams1959 5 years ago from Wherever God leads us.

very beautiful and compassionately done,


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Barbara Kay 5 years ago from USA

Beautiful.


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WillStarr 5 years ago from Phoenix, Arizona

Great stuff Chris!

Was this about a real event?


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DDS 5 years ago from Toronto

I think that was quite beautiful. Thank you for sharing that with all of us!

It is also nice to see that despite what we may be told that there are true and enduring loves.

It is something I feel I have and so nice to see it in others as well.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Bluestar, thank you and I graciously accept you love and your comments.

:)


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Pop, I believe in happy endings too, and I appreciate your remarks.

:)


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Michael, thank you very much for your kind words.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Barbara, I appreciate you reading and commenting on my hub.

:)


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thanks Will and yes, this happened this week.


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The Frog Prince 5 years ago from Arlington, TX

What a tribute to your wife. She's a lucky lady and you're obviously a lucky man.

Absolutely beautiful my friend.

The Frog


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

DDS, I really appreciate your very kind words. I love my wife with all my heart. She the best friend I ever had.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thank you Frog!...I truly am a very lucky man....I appreciate your kind remarks.

:)


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Cogerson 5 years ago from Virginia

Very nice.....a man married to his best friend is indeed one lucky man....voted up


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marcoujor 5 years ago from Jeffersonville PA

CM~~ This is poignant and love- filled... thank you for sharing such a beautiful experience.

Voted UP & AWESOME & BEAUTIFUL...!


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Cogerson, I consider myself very blessed...and thanks for your comments.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

marcoujor, I deeply appreciate you stopping by to read and leave such kind words to me.

Thanks,

:)


PenMePretty 5 years ago from Franklin

This sounds like something you experienced. So much heart.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

PenMePretty, I have indeed experienced this, just this week. Thanks for reading my ramblings..

:)


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Tamarajo 5 years ago from Southern Minnesota

Moved by your incredible love for your wife expressed so beatifully in your poem. Precious!


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Sharyn's Slant 5 years ago from Northeast Ohio USA

What beautiful, intimately written words about your lovely wife! Voted up and awesome.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thank you Tamarajo


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Sharyn, I appreciate you accolades.. :)


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SheriSapp 5 years ago from West Virginia

Hope that it is possible to be long-married and STILL deeply in love.....THANKS!


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

I really am Sheri.....Thanks for reading.


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ChristineVianello 5 years ago from Philadelphia

So beautiful...


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Christine.....Thanks......I never written anything beautiful before....I guess I gotta give my wife credit for it...and GOD. Cause, I'm not what I call a "beautiful" writer....I usually struggle with everything I write....this one I just laid it all out there with my thoughts at the time....

I really appreciate ALL of the kind words and encouragement by everyone....


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b. Malin 5 years ago

What a Beautiful, Heartfelt Tribute to your Wife and the Love you feel...She is a Lucky woman, and you my friend, are a very Lucky Man to have a Healthy Wife, once again.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thank you b Malin, YES, My wife and I feel very blessed for the uplifting news we had earlier this week. I am, indeed, a very lucky man.

I so much appreciate your very kind remarks.


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FriendofTruth 5 years ago from Michigan

Beautiful!

What a blessing your marriage is! And I'm so thankful that all is turning out well...will lift you both in prayer.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

FriendofTruth,

Thank you for your comments and for your prayers...

:)


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James A Watkins 5 years ago from Chicago

This poem is lovingly crafted and quite moving. God is good. He answered your prayer. You are blessed beyond measure. Thank you for sharing this priceless piece of art.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

James, I cannot express myself enough of God's goodness to me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your very kind words, it means very much too me.


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Maggie-May 5 years ago from the Island of Cape Breton to the Eastern Shores near Halifax, NS

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, I wish your wife all the very best in these troublesome times. This is a very wonderful Hub CMerritt, I wish it wasn't so for you...it is very touching and you write beautifully from the inside out.. You can share with us, and hopefully gain strength and encouragement from us here, I for one am here and will be checking in hoping to hear good news... Thanks for sharing, you're in my prayers,

MM


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Maggie, I have never even tried to write such a "poem" if you will before. I merely have taken the advice from some from some fellow hubbers, and put down my thoughts, from my heart. I so much appreciate your prayers and very kind words.

My wife will have some extensive tests done tomorrow, that will, hopefully shine some good news upon us, and allow Doctors to bring some comfort and healing to my wife.

Your prayers mean very much too me.

:)


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Maggie-May 5 years ago from the Island of Cape Breton to the Eastern Shores near Halifax, NS

CMerritt, please keep me posted, and the best of wishes and hopes to receive good news!!

MM


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thanks Maggie, and I most certainly will keep you posted.

Thanks for caring.

:)


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epigramman 5 years ago

......this life affirming and essential poetic tribute to your beloved wife is just about one of the most powerful and beautiful and moving pieces of writing - I've ever read - anywhere. Godspeed to you - as I send my good thoughts and energy to 'both' of you!


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Epi, I am completely humbled. Thank you ever so much for those very kind words, and I deeply appreciate your thoughts and energy.


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SubRon7 5 years ago from eastern North Dakota

A completely gorgeous poem, CMerrit, very moving. You and your wife are prosperous to have such love for each other. Thank you.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thanks Ron, I truly am a lucky man... I appreciate your kind words.


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C-Bless 5 years ago from Canada

Made me teary-eye. Very charming ode to your bride. God is still Jehovah-Rapha, the Lord that heals, so please continue to keep the faith. I appreciate you sharing your heart so openly. Be blessed ...


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

C-Bless,

Thank you for reading my hub. I am very blessed...your comments mean very much to me, and I deeply appreciate them.


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One-life1 5 years ago from Los Angeles, CA

Absolutely beautiful Hub. May God bless you and your family. Your wife will be in my prayers.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

One-life1, your prayers mean very much too my wife and I. I thank you for reading and caring.


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feenix 5 years ago

CMerritt, beautiful and touching poem. I love that you love your wife as much as you do, and I also love that you love The Lord. You are truly and good man, a good husband and father, and a good servant to Our Father.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

feenix,

Thank you for your very gracious remarks....


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nell79 5 years ago from United States

What a beautiful tribute to your wife! Thank you for sharing :)


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

thank you for your comments nell...and your compliment.

:)


Becky 5 years ago

Beautiful and poignant. I will add some prayers for you and yours. God is so great. I am so happy to see another good marriage.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thanks Becky....My wife is everything in the world to me.


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Maralexa 5 years ago from Vancouver, Canada and San Jose del Cabo, Mexico

May God continue to grant to you and your wife and family, many, many more blessings.


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CMerritt 5 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thank you Maralexa, your comments are deeply appreciated.


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savvydating 4 years ago

A beautiful tribute to your wife. I keep telling women... there are still good men out there, and you are living proof. Congratulations on the positive diagnosis of your spouse!


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CMerritt 4 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

savvydating,

I am flattered and I thank you ever so much for your kind words.

Chris


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billybuc 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

I love poems about love and yours is beautiful...as is the love for your wife. Those feelings of hopelessness sweep over us and it is inconceivable that we can do nothing...at which time we simply turn it over to God and let Him do what we cannot.

I applaud your lovely marriage and wish you blessings and many more years to come with that lovely wife of yours.


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CMerritt 4 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Thank you very much billybuc....

:)


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SanneL 4 years ago from Sweden

What a loving and beautiful tribute to your wife. Such a lovely poem with words of compassion and love. You are so blessed to have each other, and share such strong bond.


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CMerritt 4 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

I am INDEED, very blessed.

Thank you SanneL for your visit and kind words.

Chris


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CrisSp 4 years ago from Sky Is The Limit Adventure

Goosebumps while reading all through out...your wife and your family are very lucky to have you. You seem to be very loving husband (and family man). Your words in here say so, all so well.

May love continue to spark in your heart and wish you and your wife happiness always.

Up, beautiful and another piece to share with.


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CMerritt 4 years ago from Pendleton, Indiana Author

Nice to meet you CrisSp, and thank you so very much for your very kind remarks.

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