I'll be there...
I'll be there...
And where is "there"...? questionable isn't it. You feel like you know yourself
and you understand what life wants from you...Honesty, love ( which we all
search for and want) I mean we are human, it is only naturaL...We feel so
loved when an infant and really mostly while we are growing, but there comes
a time when we (very young) realize it is a tough thing ...Love... it is from the
heart? yet is so hurtful at times. Am I really wanted? needed? loved? or
am I just the mistake of nature.
There is a reason why...as I close my eyes and dream of the memories made
over the years and I sit here crying...tears running down from my heart, not my
eyes, into the puddle of life, as a puddle forms from the weather, one is
formed from the weather of life, and it is so quickly here and then gone.
Evaporated into nothingness, meaningless, wonderness.
Can I really go on? Am I really who I think I am? Why are the moments forgotten
so quickly? Well are they truly forgotten or lost into things that do not matter
anymore ? Do you just catch your breath so you can breath and keep
trying to keep the body going, it is a miracle ( the body ) wanting to
live it is the one thing I have and all I can judge or compare anything else too...
I hate to wake you , so I can say goodbye, hold me like you can never let
me go and I so hate to go, but so much is out of my control, I just know you
are here and mine forever. Smile for me and know I Love you and soon the
time will be here ...there is no control over what the Lord has in the plan for
There have been many things given to me to enjoy...My God, My husband,
My children, and my friends, grand children, geat grandchildren and the
love of many others, and sometimes I don't even remember their names.
They are in my heart and my soul, pumping up my reasons for being here.
As I dance through life and sing the songs of love that is always there if only
to be seen and recognized in time...time is a fast moving thing that waits
for no one...There is always another road to decide to take...and which one
do I follow ?...there is always a turn in the road, somewhere. I will pray
to make the the best choice in faith and hope and in love. Love drives me on
and on and what else is there?
You feel it in your heart, your soul and you know it is true and it is what makes
the world go round. Round and round as in the "circle of Life" which of course
is what it is. A circle that never really ends in the big picture, the picture
that goes on and on into the future, the future of love and caring, desires and
It is wrong to want for things you don't really need. What do you need? Well
I need you and I always will , we have been friends for so long and I can't hold
back how I feel any more, I will always be here for you, are you ready for real
love? It feels like the falling rain, I am on my knees trying to catch the raindrops
(tears from the heart) like a child, and your soft whispers ring in my ears and I
know you are here with me.
I am the shadow you see, I am the breeze from the sea, I am the sunshine in the
morning, and I wish you knew all the time I was searching. I wanted you to be waiting...
But no one was listening, how could I ever remember in my old age....I feel your eyes go
through me...is this the way that you are leaving? I will always believe in you, how
can I ever I forget??? And why would I?..