In Love yet UnLoved

"When I'm alone for too long, I think too much. I just can't understand why you have to say you love me when you're already planning of breaking my heart."


I promise I won’t cry
But why there are tears on my eyes?
How can love be a lie?
Much more a sacrifice?


Where are your promises?
Are they all broken?
Are they just scent of spoken word
And merely a dream?


I saw the pieces of my heart
Why did you break it?
Do you know it’s my life?
And all you do is just waste it.


I’m helpless, I wish to die
I’m broken, I need a lie
Just to mend
My broken heart again.


I’m here all alone
Crying in the corner of my bedroom
No one to hold on
No one to lean on.


No one seems to be listening
To the sobs I’ve made
Just the pouring rain
Seems to sympathize my pain.


I need a friend
To tell the whole feeling
But not one damn soul
Wants to hear a thing.


And so with my dying heart
I heard myself say,
“Even if I love you,
Goodbye is only the solution I know.”


Time can heal heartaches
And as to find peace
I slowly closed my eyes
And found rest.


© 2012 Mycee. All Rights Reserved.

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snowdrops 4 years ago from The Second Star to the Right

wow...that's awesome write, molding the pain on words.


Janhorner 4 years ago

This is another one of those poems that comes across more like a lyric (sort of the same really). These lovely verses should be put to music. Beautiful.

Jan


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Snowygirl, thanks :)

Jan, thank you so much..(maybe you saw my big smile... ^;^) you're so sweet.


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billybuc 4 years ago from Olympia, WA

No one does this type of poetry better than you! Bravo once again!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Hehehe, Billy..you're spoiling me! and i love it! Thank you for appreciating and putting a big smile across my face :)


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Sparklea 4 years ago from Upstate New York

Unknown Spy, beautifully written, full of deep expression. Believe me, it is awful to love and be unloved in return, I believe it to be one of the most gut wrenching and lonely emotions in existence.

Please...for you, your friend, anyone going through this...God always listens. I have screamed at God. And He always hears, and the healing eventually comes.

The greatest salve for me is movement. Keep body moving. Keep busy, keep distracted.

My friend said "This too shall pass." When I think of all the things that have happened in my life and to know I am STILL STANDING, only a Higher Power can be responsible for that! Not me!

God bless you real good! Sparklea :)


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LaThing 4 years ago from From a World Within, USA

So real..... And beautiful! I feel her pain.... You did a great job! Voting up and awesome!


kumar24894 4 years ago from Fuck of HUBPAGES

What a poem .

I love this lines

"Time can heal heartaches

And as to find peace

I slowly closed my eyes

And found rest."

Just awesome. Voted up !


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MsDora 4 years ago from The Caribbean

Unknown, I hope that you or anyone the poem relates to, will not follow your wish to die. Love is always available, perhaps not from the person you expect, but you are always loved by someone. Love yourself to begin with; you deserve to live.

I love your last verse. Those who desire healing will find it. Thanks for sharing. Voted Beautiful!


lovedoctor926 4 years ago

Heartfelt. I like the imagery of the tears to the pouring rain. I hope I can write poetry like this someday. Voted up awesome!


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tobusiness 4 years ago from Bedfordshire, U.K

Unknown, a beautiful poem, beautifully written, heartfelt and soulful as only you can do.

Voting up


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josh3418 4 years ago from Pennsylvania

M,

Another emotional poem which you have written so very beautifully! Your imagery is phenomenal! You inspire me M!


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kashmir56 4 years ago from Massachusetts

Hi M. a very beautifully written poem i could feel the emotions in each word,well done !

Vote up and more !!!


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shiningirisheyes 4 years ago from Upstate, New York

Your writing talent astounds me!

Heartwrenching and beautiful poem.

The last comment was so important for me to read.

Wonderful write and I thank you for sharing.


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acaetnna 4 years ago from Guildford

Wow - awesome - I am so pleased I found your writing.


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Sparklea :) hello there..thank you for the comment..fortunately,i'm happy with my life now..at ease..happy..

emotions are so powerful. i love writing it. God bless your very kind and understanding heart.


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Lathing, thank you so much :)


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Kumar , hi..thanks for loving those lines.really appreciate it.


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

MsDora, hello there. please..im not telling people to follow my wish to die in the poem.it's only a metaphor.it's like a mere thought.

I wrote poems like this but not speaking of myself. it's what i've seen on others, movies.. it's not always me.


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Lovedoctor, thank you!!! i really don't know where i get that..hehehe


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Jo, i knew I can always count on you :) hehehe thank you!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

J,

:P hehehe. thank you J!!! thank you for being so supportive on my writings.


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TToombs08 4 years ago from Somewhere between Heaven and Hell without a road map.

Another well written beautiful pain poem. :) Well done, Spy! VUM!


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Lot Rillera 4 years ago from Philippines

what a beautiful poem spy, I always be your number 1 reader when it comes to your poem writings,,,I love all of them, you are gifted ! :)


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Kashmir, thank you ..hehe i must say im much flattered.

Beckie, muwahhhh thank you thank you so much!

Acaetnna, your poems too are really amazing.

TT, thank you for the support!

Lot, as always..thank you for being my number 1 reader :)


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always exploring 4 years ago from Southern Illinois

This is so sad , yet beautiful..smiles.


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Maria Cecilia 4 years ago from Philippines

wow....so touching......can feel every throb of your words...... this is exactly the way I was feeling years ago.... you are right sometimes the best solution is goodbye and time heals wounds


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Ruby, Maria Cecilia...i am so glad for your messages. muwahhhh!! thanks guys!


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Mhatter99 4 years ago from San Francisco

Oh dark pool, soon will come the moon, with the reflections of the sun.

good work, thanks


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Thank you mhatter!!!


Sueswan 4 years ago

Hi Unknownspy

"No one seems to be listening

To the sobs I’ve made

Just the pouring rain

Seems to sympathize my pain."

Amazing imagery I feel her pain and agony.

Beautifully written.

Voted up and away


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sassydee 4 years ago from los angeles, ca

nice


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Hi Sue, Hi Sassy..Thank you for the messages!


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blaise25 4 years ago from close to you...

Good to know it's not you..

This is so heartbreaking yet very well written


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Thank you Blaise!


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LifeInPrint101 4 years ago from Scotland, United Kingdom

This is really beautiful. It is so hard to love, and yet not be loved back, and this poem captures that perfectly! I love it.


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

thank you Lifeinprint :)


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Kaili Bisson 4 years ago from Canada

so moving and beautiful spy, well done.


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Gypsy Rose Lee 4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

Very moving and emotional. When you're not loved it's time to pick up the pieces and move on down the line.


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CrazedNovelist 4 years ago from Hampton, GA

Very well done for not being the subject of the poem. I will like that part saying "I'm tired of playing the broken hearted girl"--- That just seemed to emotionally deep to me. You really got a gift this Unknown. See you at the next hub ;)


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Kaili, Gypsy, Aubrey.. thank you all for your messages :) i really apperciate you stopping by and reading it.


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kj force 4 years ago from Florida

unknown spy..how sad that we allow someone to hurt us so much...if we love ourselves as we proclaim, unrequitted love should not break us ..BUT..make us stronger..if it was a dog that bite you every time you fed it..would you continue to keep it..NO ! your words leave very deep cuts, which zap your "chi"..up and at'em girl....


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

KJ,thank you for stopping by... Love can hurt you very deep.


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bravewarrior 4 years ago from Central Florida

Another tug on the heartstrings beauty, Spy. I love when you end your sad poems with a positive thought. It offers hope for the heart-broken.

Vote up, beautiful and awesome!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Brave... :) you always make me smile ^;^ Well, I guess, I also do hope for a better tomorrow..


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bravewarrior 4 years ago from Central Florida

Always hope for a better tomorrow. That will bring it to fruition, my friend!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Heheheh thank you Brave warrior!


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bravewarrior 4 years ago from Central Florida

Any time my friend!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Muwahhh! thank you so much!


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Cracknutcase 4 years ago from India,bangalore

"I need a friend

To tell the whole feeling

But not one damn soul

Wants to hear a thing." So much pain in your words.

If you need a friend I'm always here dear hubber.

Loads of love & smiles :)


Ali 4 years ago

Well i have read almost all of your poems and i feel like you always try to remain in a nutshell of your own and still expects someone to come to you and fill the empty space in ur heart. This is not possible. you don't allow anyone to reach you and u still needs ur space to be filled and been loved by someone. Come out of that nutshell and reach out to the world. The reality is, the world is very beautiful, u wont see it until u continue to live in your painful imagination.

best regards,

Syed Ali


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Hi Cracknutcase :) Thanks for stopping by. Love is also a pain ^;^ Thank you for your support, friend!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Hi Ali, thank you for reading..don't worry, its all imaginative and based on other's life and movies. I believed it happens..my poems with "i" sometimes don't relate to me..


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bravewarrior 4 years ago from Central Florida

I'm sending you a hug, Spy. That was a cruel comment from someone who doesn't have an open heart!


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unknown spy 4 years ago from Neverland - where children never grow up. Author

Thank you sooo much brave. (Huggs**)


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Dvd Zermeno Perez 3 years ago from Mexico

Speechless...simply amazing really. Congratulations indeed.


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Ryem 3 years ago from Maryland

You write beautiful poetry, girl. : )

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