Into the realm of Nothingness

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Mixed Emotions

Into the realm of Confusion


Please put this heart to rest

Give me peace at least

I don’t want to keep awake

This body is tired, can no longer take


Every day it is slugging

These feet continue on dragging

The weight of the world upon its shoulder

Onus as big as a boulder


The mind is dumbfounded

Too tired to think, utterly wasted

Doesn’t want to go on

Just want to ride on a balloon


This feeling is full of mixed emotions

Added with lots of confusions

What to do, where to go

As if it’s going in a limbo


I’ll just sit here waiting

And see who is coming

Will somebody tell me?

Who will come and make me happy?


P.S. There are times that the weight of the world is upon my shoulders. I can do nothing but express my feelings through my poetry. I just hope I can get through with it.

Emptiness

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Cresentmoon2007 5 years ago from Caledonia, MI

Many of us will go through times of struggle, times when we feel a lot of baggage and weight. As you may have read in may of my poems Raci. However I have made it through and by what it seems so far, you seem to be a strong and powerful woman. You can make it through. Great poem. Voted up.


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always exploring 5 years ago from Southern Illinois

It's a gift from God to be alive. Hold on, lift up your eyes, see the beauty, know that we all feel this way sometimes. You are not alone. I love your poetry, honest and sincere..


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Rosemay50 5 years ago from Hawkes Bay - NewZealand

Raciniwa we all have times when we feel the weight of the world is on our shoulders. When all we want to do is give up. But we women are strong, we have tender hearts but strong souls and you will get through whatever it is that you are going through. Know that you are not alone we are all here for you.

Sending you big hugs my friend.


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raciniwa 5 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

Cresentmoon...thank you for the support...yes, i have felt that at times problems are unbearable...my only outlet is through my poetry...

Always exploring...as always thank you for being here for me, what's more a writer, moreover a woman can do? but to express herself through her poetry...

Rosemay...you are a gentle soul, thank you for always reminding me the strength of a woman...i really need the wisdom of people who have undergone situations like me yet overcame it...i believe that i can overcome it...but at times i need to pour out my feelings or else i will burst and explode...your support is very much appreciated...

i love you all my fellow hubbers...


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raciniwa 5 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

Cresentmoon...thank you for the support...yes, i have felt that at times problems are unbearable...my only outlet is through my poetry...

Always exploring...as always thank you for being here for me, what's more a writer, moreover a woman can do? but to express herself through her poetry...

Rosemay...you are a gentle soul, thank you for always reminding me the strength of a woman...i really need the wisdom of people who have undergone situations like me yet overcame it...i believe that i can overcome it...but at times i need to pour out my feelings or else i will burst and explode...your support is very much appreciated...

i love you all my fellow hubbers...


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Lord De Cross 5 years ago

WE LOVE and share that load! You are not alone, Hubbers are always here for you..and you know that, my dear friend! As a teacher you have so much for the world and for your students, besides that! you have overcome financial necesities in order to be a Graduated Teacher. Wonderful poem!

LORD


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Rosemay50 5 years ago from Hawkes Bay - NewZealand

It is good to pour out your feelings in writing and even better to share them with those who care, and we do. My Grandmother always used to say "A trouble shared is a trouble halved" Be strong and you will overcome.


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

thank you lord for the uplifting words...yes, if not for my work and the students i care for, this life would have been desolate...but at times i can't help but experience this oppressing feeling...

thank you Rosemay for the words of wisdom...yes, that's why i always find my keyboard and pour these overwhelming emotions into words thus let my feelings be known...i'm glad that you're here for me...ready to give your shoulder to lean on...


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Sunshine625 4 years ago from Orlando, FL

You are never alone or lonely with your hub family...we have your back Raci...you are a beautiful person and you have much to offer the ones you care for:)


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

thank you as always Sunshine...for being true to your name, a light in a cloudy day...and thank also for the assurance...i am happy to hear that...


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ahorseback 4 years ago

Raciniwa, As you read from the comments above , you will learn that the sharing of "words" ,whether in poetry or not is a cure for the soul! And with such friends as these above ...you can't go wrong!...Bless you..:-}


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

Bless you too ahorseback...and i know, you're one of them...thank you for the words of encouragement...


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carolinemd21 4 years ago from Close to Heaven

Raciniwa great poem! Wonderful use of words! Voted up.


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

thank you caroline...yeah, i guess i'm carried away by my emotions...


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Pollyannalana 4 years ago from US

I came here that way over two years ago and poetry and writing has really lightened my load and opened my eyes. Life will never be perfect, but I can handle what I have to I know. You will too, I feel sure, just keep emptying it out. Happy and Blessed New Year.


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raciniwa 4 years ago from Naga City, Cebu Author

thank you Polly, yeah, i have started to come around...thank you for the inspiration and sharing your experience as well...

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