KIDDIE PORN

Addiction & Recovery Lyrics by Valerie D Belew

THIS IS FOR ALL THE BROKEN BODIES AND BROKEN HEARTS
THIS IS FOR ALL THE BROKEN BODIES AND BROKEN HEARTS | Source

KIDDIE PORN

I remember when I first saw you

Hiding in a suit and tie

And when you tried to bed me the very next night

It came as no surprise

You tried to shut me down

And turn me around

In your office

The very next morn

Creeps like you

Break hearts in two

Selling kiddie porn


You called yourself a salesman

You said I had a lot to learn

And when they handed you the papers

I bet it really made your stomach burn


Yeah, I remember you in the courthouse

Looking so forlorn

Creeps like you break hearts in two

Selling kiddie porn


Sugar and spice

And everything nice

Never got much from you

Guess you taught us well

What puppy dog tails

Sometimes try to do

I never conceived

never believed

That there were men like you

But an ugly night

And a bad dog bite

Have made me know its true


I remember you in the courthouse

Satan in your eyes

Sitting in the courthouse

Telling dirty lies

You were sinking fast

When it was over at last

You were looking tired and worn

Creeps like you

end up in cell block two

Selling kiddie porn

Yeah

selling kiddie porn

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GarnetBird 6 years ago from Northern California

I was molested for 7 years by a stepfather who looked and acted like Santa Claus; I know how you feel about violation. Thank you for sharing this. I finally wrote a book called Lake of Shame as a form of therapy.(see Hub on saving our children from sexual abuse) My heart is with you, Valerie!


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Actually, your writing encouraged me to put this on here. It was written years ago, but I feared the title would get it bumped off of hubpages. Then it occurred to me that the forces that be could read past the title. Thanks for your comments.


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stars439 6 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

Dear valariebelew: I am proud of you and GarnetBird. You are both lovely, beautiful, and precious.God Bless You.


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Thank you Stars,

I fear that my lyrics are misleading at times, since I write in first person, but often am writing from the experience of someone else. This lyric needed to be written for those with whom I've worked, who can't write it. I also wrote "Cradle," never having had a baby, and "Table Top Dancer at Sixteen," when I never had the job. My style of writing is to attempt to put the reader in the position of the character by putting myself there, and writing in first person. In a sense, this does take guts, because people always think the story is true of me, when often it is not a part of my life at all. Nevertheless, I also have much respect for Gamebird, and other child sexual abuse survivors, and am happy that my writing was effective enough to make the story appear true. it did have a law enforcement element in it, I must say. Thanks for responding to my site.


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Granny's House 6 years ago from Older and Hopefully Wiser Time

valerie, I too was molested as a child by my own father. What really sucked is my mom didn't believe me( or acted) like it. So you can guess how this subject makes me feel. They should take these guys, nail their penis to a window sill with a butter knife next to them and set the house on fire.


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Sadly, that experience is not unusual. Thank you for commentng on my site. Cell block two is the solution I prefer. Thanks for sharing so honestly.


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kkbunnylover 6 years ago

i was to when i was five and up i was molested and beaten by my real father too. i felt sad and dirty and its nice to know im not alone but im also deeply sad for the others who suffer with me


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Thank you kk, I thought you might relate to this lyric. Another lyric I wrote titled Familiar Stranger is also written about a partying buddy I had as a real young person who was a run-a-way from a sexually abusive step father. we stayed with many people, and often on the streets when I was very young. Her name wsa Dana Mcray. (: v


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blake4d 6 years ago from Now Rising Out of Phoenix Arizona Earthlings

Very interesting use of imagery and twisting of conextual ideas to make some great poetic work. I am impressed. Keep on Hubbing. Blake4d


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Thanks Blake, I always appreciate encouragement. (: v


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TheManWithNoPants 6 years ago from Tucson, Az.

FREAKING AWESOME!!

I'm slowly catching up on your material that was written before I arrived at the Hub Pages. All of your stuff is good V, but this one is a chart buster. And of course it hits close to home. Thanks.

jim


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valeriebelew 6 years ago from Metro Atlanta, GA, USA Author

Thanks Jim. This thing gets hit on at least five times a day, and I would imagine that both petifiles and cops are clicking on it. But as the saying goes, and Madonna knows, no publicity is bad publicity. LOL. thanks for reading my stuff; that is why I write, not for google pennies, though they are okay too. (: v

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