Letters to My Brother in Heaven #1

First Letter Written After my Brother's Death in 2005

July 22, 2005

Dear Jeffrey,

I feel lost without you in life. I feel as if half of me has been taken away forever and I'm not sure if I'll ever feel whole again. You were my brother, my childhood playmate, my protector, and my best friend. I miss your smile, your laugh, our long conversations, and most of all your "sqeeze the air out of me" tight loving hug you always gave me. I told Austin that he and Tyler now have the strongest and toughest gaurdian angel up there. I guess you now know the answer to the question you and I talked about so many times. I have to believe in my heart that what you and I said was true and somewhere out there, there is a part of you with Mom-Mom & Pop-Pop. And I hope your getting to know our Grandad better, I know you both had a lot in common. And I have to believe that you are out there somewhere protecting us because that's the only way I can get through this. I'm trying to be strong for my kids because I know you would want me to be and I promise you that I will always take care of Mom and Dad just as I know you would have. I love you and miss you more than words can say and Austin told me, he wishes he could wrestle with you and play games with you again and misses you a lot but he can think of you and talk to you in heaven whenever he wants to. He also said he will tell his baby brother all about you and I will too. I want to think in my heart that this letter reaches you, so take care of Mom-Mom and Pop-Pop and I will do my best down here for you. (and if that was a sign- Austin's leapfrog wouldn't stop singing about the letter "J" for two days without stopping. WE HEARD YOU!)

Love Your Sis, Angie

In Loving Memory of My Brother

In Memory of My Brother Jeff
In Memory of My Brother Jeff

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lillana guy 16 months ago

I miss my brother javon so much

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