Lose me

 

Lose me

When I try to remember

I look into myself

And all I see is darkness

I’ve lost my past

I don’t know how

I don’t know when

I don’t know who I was

Or even who I am

And each time I try to remember

I die a little

It’s as if that darkness I see

Is folding in on me

I want to cry

But the tears have dried up

I want to try

But I don’t have the courage

And I want to die

But I don’t have the guts

I want to be someone else

But what’s the point

Id only just forget I was ever me

And even though I hate myself

The worst thing

Would be to lose me

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Randy Behavior 7 years ago from Near the Ocean

Very sad ;( I was looking for the happy ending and didn't get it.

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