Losing All Hope
Losing All Hope
Today was the day I lost all hope on the one person I wanted the most. Call me crazy but I though I had a chance but now i feel completely empty inside. That all the hope has vanished from my heart and soul. All of it is gone like it never existed but who am I to feel this way and have these feelings towards him. Exactly I try not to feel this way and try not to be mad, all I can do is cry in silence by myself. It's not like he knew how I felt about him or had these feelings anyway. But in the end I wish that he knew, that I would of stopped being so scared and went with my gut. Stepping out at the time seemed so hard because I was scared to be rejected but now it hurts even more knowing that I didn't go for it. But I wish you all of the happiness you ever wanted because you deserve the best and to be Completely happy.